tyjutyjyu

Your love was like candy, artificially sweet.

2007-12-27T19:38:00.001+08:00

My boy lollipop, you made my heart go giddy up.
You are as sweet as candy, you're my sugar dandy.
My boy lollipop, never ever leave me.
Because it would grieve me, my heart told me so.
I love you so, that I want you to know.
I need you so, and I'll never let you go.
My boy lollipop, you make my heart go giddy up.
You set my world on fire, you are my one desire.

Poor ZiYun, everytime want jio me out also cannot.
'Cos everyday also Nikson, Nikson, Nikson. :D
I think she pek chek alr. ;x
ZiYun dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, even if I very very busy also will try my best spend time with you one laa!
Won't pangseh you de laa, don't worry.
Hee. :D

So today, went out with Nikson dearest. <3 ~
Met him at the playground, as usual.
Then at like 1 something went to his house to meet his maid.
His maid wanna see me laa , lol.
Then slacked for a few hours before going to Apple's house.

Played DaiDee & BanLuck at her house 'til like 6 plus or so.
Then went home, started to drizzle abit.
But luckily never rain laa. :D
Nikson walked me home. {:

Much loves, ♥!

Heartbreak kid.

2007-12-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

You better go down when you get with me
You better realize that I'm what you need
You better get here before I count to 3
You better do right, I'll fuck you up.

Tila Tequila is da sex.
My blog song - I love U.
My current favourite song. (;

BUT BUT BUT, CAN SOMEONE SEND ME HUI DAO GUO QU BY JAY CHOU PLEASE?
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE? :D

OKAY, MY STUPID LIGHT IS SPOILED, FOR THE 1359382589238752683528582 TIME AND I'M TYPING IN THE DARK.
AND IT'S SO EFFING SCARY 'COS I'M ALONE IN THE ROOM. );

"Meet at your house there the bus stop ah," She said.
So I waited at my house downstairs the bus stop for 8397415713957 years, & ZiYun still haven't come.
Zzzz.
Then I walked to the bus stop at Parkway there, AND SHE WAS THERE. -.-

"WHY YOU SO LONG ONE?!"
"I was waiting for you at MY HOUSE DOWN THERE THE BUS STOP."
"I say THIS bus stop."
Stupid Yun, I was waiting at MY HOUSE DOWN THERE THE BUS STOP.
While she was waiting at the other bus stop. -faints-
I wonder if I didn't walk to other bus stop, how long would I be waiting for her.
Hmmm.

Then met Nikson at the playground, I think.
I forgot, whatthehell. D;
Spent time with Nikson, while ZiYun was sitting like in front of us?
Staring at us.
She jealousssssss, hehe. :D

ZiYun went off to ECP LAN first, while me & Nikson stayed at the playground there.
Went to buy bubble tea with Nikson, lime & lemon ice blend.
Sour laa, rahh.
Then Nikson sent me to ECP & went off. (;

Saw Kenneth, Richard & Nicholas at LAN.
Zomg, Kenneth was able to recognise me. O;
I stare & him, he stare at me then waved at each other.
So retarded laa.
& Richard! My grandson.
Hee, 'cos last time whenever he see me, he'll shout "AH MA!"

Left LAN after like 2 hours, I think.
Off to meet Nikson. Yay. [;
But on the way there, ZiYun's slipper spoil.
& it started to rain.
The worst day of her life, she said.

Met Nikson at the playground then walked to my block.
Ask my maid to bring down a pair of slipper.
And she brought down high heels, -faints-
But in the end still correct laa, she brought down a pair of slippers. {:

Then I don't know what happened laa, suddenly like everyone so quiet.
Walked to Parkway, ZiYun's idea.
I walked super fast, almost fainted kaay.
Wasn't feeling well, headache & I felt like puking.
So I rushed to Parkway toilet, almost get banged down by car.
Stupiddddddddd.

Squat down in the toilet, cried and all.
Was really not feeling well laaaa. );

Nikson smsed me to ask if I was angry.
I wasn't laa.
So he rushed to meet me. :D

I cried & he comforted me.
So everything was alright laa.
I cried 'cos I was afraid he was angry with me.
I hate quarrels.
& I cry easily. ;\

Then I stopped crying. :D
After awhile, Nikson sent me home & he cycled home.

<3 With Me - Sum 41.
I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Getting high on lust and cigarettes.

2007-12-25T18:54:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS.
:D !

With my heart beside me.
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced.
And if I died right now you'd never be the same.

I was tagged by Hui Min. :D

List the top 5 presents you wish for:
A)
B)A big big carebear.
C)A big Hello Kitty.
D)More Barney soft toys!! :D :D :D :D
E)Meet Barney. [;

1. the person who tag you is:
Hui Min.

2. you relationship with her is :
Friends. {:

3.your first impression of her is:
Forgotttttttttttt. ;\

4. the most memorable thing she has done for you is:
I don't know? ;x

5. the most memorable word(s) they said:
Eevrything she said? HAHA, Idk. :D

6. If she become your lover, you will:
MUAHAHHAHA. -winks-

7. If she ever become your lover, you will:
Hee. ^^v

8. If she become your enemy, the reason will be:
She doesn't like me? ;\

9. Most desired thing you want to do for her:
Be there for her!

10. Your overall impression of her:
Pretty, always smiling, great friend to have. (;

Pass this to ten people you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Angelyn! :D
2. Nikson. <3
3. WenHui.
4. Stellaaaaaaaaaaaa the asshole hubby.
5. LiYan.
6. ZiYun.
7. Novia! <3
8. Sarah LaoPo. <3
9. WernChing.
10. ZUL! :D

1. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
- Single.

2. Is 9 a male or a female?
- Female. -.-

3. If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- HAHAHAHA, ZOMGXZX. MY HUSBAND HAS AN AFFIAR WITH MY BROTHER!!

4. What is 2 studying about?
- I don't know?

5. When was the last time you have you had a chat with 3?
- I forgot, she's FOREVER busy busy busy.

6. What kind of music band does 8 like?
- I don't knowwwwwwwwwwwwww. ;x

7. Does 1 have any siblings?
- Yes, a sister.

8. Would you woo 3?
- HAHAHA, MY LAOGONG. :D

9. How about 7?
- MY HUSBAND. -.-

10. Is 4 single?
- Married to ME ME ME & my wifey.

11. What is the surname of 5?
- Loke.

12. What is the name of 10?
- Muhammad Zulhaqqim Bin Awaruddin.

13. What is the hobby of 4?
- Making babies, LOL.

14. Does 5&9 get along well?
- I doubt they even know each other.

15. Where is 2 studying at?
- Changkat Changi Secondary School.

16. Where is 9 staying at now?
- I forgot. Kembangan?

17. Are 5&1 best friends?
- They don't know each other.

18. Does 7 likes 2?
- HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, -faints-

19. Does 1 have any pet at home?
- Tortoise/turtle? Forgot.

Done. :D

Yesterday, 24/12.

Met Nikson for awhile, exchanged tie.
He got my black & white stripes one, while I got his black with red skulls one.
Then he sent me to the bus stop, I needed to go Pasir Ris to meet ZiYun & SiHui.
Nikson wanted to go eat at KFC, he asked me go accompany him eat.
So I called him go the bus top fetch me, I don't want to go alone. Hee. ^^

Then after that, went to the bus stop waited for the bus again.
Missed 2 buses, I think.
But it was alright la.
Bus came, I got on the bus & Nikson went off.
Met ZiYun & SiHui at the Downtown bus stop.
They waited for like 183485623 hours, according to ZiYun.
Sorry ah. ;\

Then walked to Escape Theme Park, fun laaaaaaaaaaa.
Was super high & crazy.
Sang christmas songs during the ride.
You know the ride Rainbow?
Yaa, that one.
I was sitting right in the middle, screamed my ass off.
No, not scary. For fun. :D
But I don't know why, during the ride ZiYun's face totally changed & she was grabbing the seating tightly.

Then then sat on the turn turn oneeeeee, forgot the name la.
Sat like 39859237593823567235 times, 'til we made friends with the stupid person.
Was really high laa, screamed, sang, laughed and everything.
Did everything that a crazy person would do, reaally.
Then the stupid person asked, "Are you retarded or are you high on drugs?"
"HIGH ON DRUGS!"
"Omg, under age."
Then he walked away.
Stupid.

OH AND I REMEMBERED SOMETHING.
The toilet...it says, "No taking pictures in the toilet or you'll be handed over to the police."
What the.

Left Escape at 8, I think. (Forgot)
Went to SiHui's chalet for BBQ.
SAW KENNY, OMG! -faints-

Was smsing Nikson all the way. (;
Then called him, SH & ZY super noisy laaaaa.
Me & SiHui "argued" LOUDLY, and got scolded.
Zzzz.

Went to the toilet, SH bathed while me & ZiYun camwhored. :D

What's ZY doing? O.O

That innocent face of hers, <3
Hee.

Then SH came out with a towel..
And ran back in after grabbing her clothes.
Then came out again to camwhore. :D :D :D

I was talking, SH was combing her hair, ZY was.. err jumping? And I accidentally press the button and tadaaa! :D

Ignore me~

The rest I don't wanna post laa, look so unglam. D;

Something happened.. on the bed.. with SH & ZY. ;D
ZIYUN KENNA RAPED!
Hee, kidding.
'Cos me & SH was super high, keep laughing & all then ZY like a block of wood.
So we tried ALL WAYS to make her laugh.
But failed.
So we used the last resort..
TICKLE HER. :D
She laughed & screamed like OMG, the people outside stared at us.
They though something happened, lol.
So we closed the door, drew the curtains, offed the lights.
Super scary laa. );
And I knocked my head on the edge of the table, pain kaay.

Hmm, then left the chalet at 11 plus. :D
Reached home, called Nikson.

Today.

Christmas! :D
Spend the day with Nikson. <3
Best Christmas ever, I swear.
Hee.

Watched National Treasure at The Cathay.
After the movie, slacked at the playground.
Bought bubble tea, & shared.
[;

Then Nikson sent me home. <3
I love Nikson.

You're so ridiculous,

2007-12-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

描述我如何愛你
你却微笑的离我而去
哦这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解

After tomorrow then freedom!
Yay! :D
LIKE FINAALLY, AFTER 3 FUCKING DAYS.

Okay, I'm super pissed now & I cannot chill.
Just quarreled with my dad just now, over a bread.
And his underwear.
Not because of that I'm pissed laaaaaaa, something else.
I don't know. ;\

And my left hand hurts like OHMYKNN.
Must be because of just now, I broke a piece of wood into two.
But makes no sense leh, I use right hand break one.
Right hand not pain, left hand pain.
Okay, MAYBE I used my left hand, I forgot.
Zzz.

'Cause you are so damn easy.

2007-12-20T18:54:00.000+08:00

Imagine me without you.
Lord, you know it’s just impossible.
Because of you, it’s all brand new.
My life is now worthwhile.
I can’t imagine me without you.

I feel like slapping the living sit outta you,
& send you off flying to Africa.
Seriously.

A few more hours to Fahmi's birthday. :D
HOPEFULLY, I can remember to wish him Happy Birthday ON THE DOT @ 12am.
That is, IF I can remember. {;

Zomg, is this like the breakup season? O.o
So many people breaking up.
The day before, yesterday & today.
~~I wonder who's next.~~ ;x

Okaay so anyway,
went out with Nikson today.
Supposed to meet ZiYun also, but she was happily using com in LAN. -.-
Toured round Singapore today, right Nikson? ;D

First went to Suntec, met Nikson there.
Then went to VIVO awhile, then went to Little Indian.
Nikson's idea~
There like wth, super many Indians & like very little Chinese.
Nikson felt a bit odd. :\
So walkeddddddddddddddddddd alllllllllllllllll theeeeeeeeeeeeeee waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ttttttttttttttttttttttttttttto Buuuuuuggggggisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss MRTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

Went to the playground near my house to slack. :D
Watched the kids playing, very cute laaaaa.
Went to PP, ate Ban Mian.
Nikson & my fave.
Shared one bowl, but still can't eat finish. -.-

Then went back to the playground.
The little indian boys play until very cute la.
So like @ 5.55 Nikson sent me home. {:

ZOMG, I feel like puking la.
Just puked just now.
Stomach feels weird, rahh. );

Twisted.

2007-12-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

:D
You ain't my type, fuck off.
Now a lot people buay song you alr laa hor.
I from the start alr see you buay song.
You think I really like/love you uh.
Knn.
You might hate me for saying these in my blog,
BUT WHO CARES. :D
My blog or your blog? Zzz.
Btw, why you kenna banged by car never die one ah.
I feel like giving you one tight slap & send you off flying to Jurong Bird Park.

Went out with Nikson & ZiYun today.
Met ZiYun @ the usual place, then took bus go meet Nikson.
Went to ZiYun's friend's house to take the guitar.
Then went to ZiYun's house to put down the guitar.
THEN went to Vivo, zzz.

Walked around & yada yada.
Then call Diana ask her lend money.
Still say what, ask boyfriend (Alvin) first.
Don't want then say don't want laaa, stupid.
Make me walk there, zzz.

Then went to Suntec,
Fun leh. xD
Played hide & seek, ZiYun's the seeker.
Then ps-ed her & went home. ;x
While she was there, waiting for us.
LOL.

Okaay, then I forgot what happened alr. ;x

Quit crying your hearts out.

2007-12-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead.
He won't come around here anymore.
Come around here? I don't think so.

Where's Zullllllllllllllll.
I wanna talk to Zul, effing stressed.
Rahh. );

I couldn't feel you,
you're always so far away.

My leg hurts like hell.
My leg the behind thereeeeeeeee, don't know call what la.
The skin come out, knn.
Pain kay.

Okaay, I'm waiting for Mr Pig Butt (Nikson) to get home & I can call him.
Pig Butt! :D

Have fun today.
I wonder why people like to make fun of ZiYun. ;\
BUT FUNNY LEH!

Soo..I woke up at 12.30 I think.
I thought ZiYun end school at 2, so I rushed.
Then anyhow take bus go Broadrick.
Dropped off the bus, sat at the bus stop & stone there like some moron while waiting for MRS GAN ZI YUN.

EH, I WAITED FOR LIKE 2 FUCKING HOURS KAY.
WALK HERE AND THERE LIKE SOME BANANA PUKI.
WAIT UNTIL PEK CHEK LA.
ZZZZZZZZ.

Still tell me what, 2 end.
Knn, in the end 4.30 end.

Okay, anyway BROADRICK THE MAIN GATE HARD TO FIND AH.
I thought like TK like that, the gate just a few CM away from the bus stop.
BUT NONONO.
I walk round round round and found the main gate at 4.30.
Zhun zhun, just nice ZiYun come out.

Then meet already, take bus go meet Nikson & LiYan at TaoNan/
Saw LiYan, then I ask ZiYun shout her name.
She really go shout. -.-
Everyone turned to look at her laa.
Tskkk.

Walked to ECP.
Sian ah, everytime go LAN.
But bo bian, nowhere to go.
Nikson, LiYan & ZiYun played for like an hour, I think.
And poor me, was sitting on the floor.
Almost fell asleep.

Then WALKED to Parkway.
YES YES WALKEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
But so fun. xD
LiYan & ZiYun walked in font, while me & Nikson walked behind.
Was making fun of ZiYun.
EXPAND, CONTRACT, CONTRACT EXPAND RIGHT NIKSON? :D

Haha, was really fun ah.
Going out with 64tiong is niceee. {:

So yeapp, going to Suntec with Nikson tmr afternoon.
Then go ECP slack.
Shiok eh.

Anywaaay, talking on the phone with Nikson now.
Hongster never diee. {:

Quiz.

2007-12-18T12:30:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog. ;x
Anyway, quiz!

What age will you have sex?

Put a x in every box that applies to you [ ]
You know how to make a pot of coffee [ ]
You keep track of dates using a calendar [ ]
You own more than one credit card [ ]
You know how to change the oil in a car [ ]
You've done your own laundry [ ]
You vote in every election [ ]
You can cook for yourself [ ]
You think politics are exciting [ ]
TOTAL: 0 [x]
You show up for school/college/work everyday early []
You always carry a pen in your bag/purse [ ]
You've never gotten a detention [x]
You have forgotten your own birthday at least once [ ]
You like to take walks by yourself [ ]
You've watched talk shows [ ]
You know what credibility means, without looking it up [x]
You drink coffee at least once a week [ ]
TOTAL: 2 [x]
You know how to do the dishes [x]
You can count to 10 in another language. [x]
When you say you're going to do something you do it [ ]
Your parents trust you [ ]
You can mow the lawn [ ]
You remember to water the plants [ ]
You can make adults laugh without being stupid [ ]
You study when you have to [ ]
You pay attention at school/college /work [ ]
You remember to feed your pets [ ]
TOTAL: 2 [x]
You can spell experience, without looking it up [x]
You work out/exercise on a regular basis [ ]
You clean up your own mess [ ]
The people at Starbucks know you by name [ ]
Your favorite kind of food is take away [ ]
The first thing you do when you wake up is smoking [ ]
You can go to the store without getting something you dont need [ ]
You understand political jokes the first time they are said [ ]
You can type quickly [x]
TOTAL: 2 [x]
You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour [ ]
Your only friends are from your place of employment [ ]
You have been to a Tupperware party [ ]
You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 20 and have a job [ ]
You have more bills than you can pay [x]
Some of your friends are older than you are [x]
You can say no to staying out all night[ ]
You use the internet every day [ ]
Your wardrobe hasn't changed in awhile [ ]
You can read a book and actually finish it [ ]
TOTAL: 2 [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 8 [x]

Give this to five people.
1. Angelyn
2. WenHui
3. Novia
4. Vivian
5. HuiXun

~~ZOMG, SAME AS STELLA. -faints-~~
OKAY, I COUNTED WRONGLY. -.-

You want what you can't have.

2007-12-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

Maybe i'll love you one day,
Maybe we'll someday grow,
Till then just sit your drunk ass on that fucking runway ho.

Watch ah, so cool.
CANON IN D!

I just realised, my wife's husband's boyfriend's a female.

OH OH OHHHHHHHHHHH.
I got killed by Angelyn's daddy,
'cos he forgot his pignifying spectacles & mistook me for pig.
Bye, I'm dead.

Bleeding love.

2007-12-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

They try to pull me away,
but they don't know the truth.

Today was fun. {:
Went out with Aaron, Luke, LiYan, ZiYun, Nikson.
Met Nikson at Parkway first for lunch.
& I was late, sorry ah. ;x
Btw, you also woke up late!
And stop getting into fights la, ah beng!

Went to KFC to eat then went to Cathay to buy movie tickets.
Bought the tickets for Alvin & the Chipmunks.
Then Nikson send me go ECP to meet Aaron, ZiYun they all.
Then yada yadadadadadadaddadadada.

Anddddddddd, guess what.
ZiYun almost touched Aaron's butt!
Not sure if the others saw though, BUT I SAW SAW.
ZiYun, watch your hands ah. :D :D :D
Oh, & she asked a very stupid question.
A VERY STUPID ONE.
She ask me, "Why you & Aaron always stand beside each other ah?"
-faints-
ZiYun ah ZiYun~~
Where's MR Cow ah? xD

Luke kept making fun of ZiYun.
Strawberry cow! xD
Eh ZiYun, I WANNA SEE WILLIS LA!
GOT STEAD BO INTRO!
Tsk tsk tsk.

Went to Peninsula, on the way there ZiYun was super high.
OH OH OH AND THE BUS COLD AH!
ZiYun was like heeeheeeheeeAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Siao.
Made a lot of noise on the bus. {:

Then went to buy Luke's cardigan while me & Aaron waited outside.
Sian neh.
Then then then walked to Raffles MRT.
Liyan & Luke couple, me & Aaron {: then ZiYun with her black cow, but he never come ah.
So like me & Aaron is the walk fast fast one, so we walked in front of them.
Then they behind lalelilolu keep teasing us.
ZiYun dared us to hold hands.
Haha, want hold also not in front of y'all la.
Hee. :D

Me & Aaron went to Outram MRT to meet Nikson.
I recognised him by his shoes!
(a lot of people + he was sitting down)
Smart smart me. {:

Went to watch Alvn & the Chipmunks.
EH, I LIKE THEODORE!!
SO FAT, ROUND AND CUTEEEEEEEEE OMGXZXZXXZ!
-faints-
EH NONONO, I MEAN THEODORE THE CHIPMUNK. :D
SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE!
ONLY KNOW HOW TO EAT EAT EAT, I LIKE. :D :D :D

I recommend y'all go watch Alvin & the Chipmunks.
Cute laa, I like their songs. {:

Then after the movie, Aaron sent me home to my doorstep. {:

Why.

2007-12-13T16:17:00.000+08:00

Hold me now, don't wake me up.
Pull me down and then back up.
All again for all to see.
A low down whisper, a guilty stare.
Your stagnant beauty makes me glare.

7 more days! x33
:D

Didn't go out today, 'cos no $$.
Pfffs.
Effing bored.
Plus, I'm having a reaaally bad headache now.
& I feel like fainting soon. ;\

Going to ECP LAN tmr, no life luh.
But no choice, no where else to go.

I'm so bored, I wanna eat.
But there's no food.
I WANNA EAT DORITOS LUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. >;[

Superman. x/33

Life sucks, on this earth, where we dwell,
Why oh why, we cant tell.
It has its highs, and its lows,
We have friends, we have foes.
We'll feel glad,and other times sad,
We'll feel crappy and then get mad.
Then there's love, its in the air,
Well guess what,loves never fair.
Love is painful, it hurts a lot,
Especially if the guy is hot.
Life sucks, it really does,
If only we can get by without a fuss.
If only life could be real great,
Full of love and never hate.
But thats wishful thinking on my part,
Many people with hatred in their hearts.
Life with troubles, full of grit,
There'll always be tons of bullshit.
I'm telling myself with this rhyme,
Life can be a waste of time.
Guess thats all i have to to say,
Thats all folks, have a nice day!

Boredness kills.

2007-12-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

8 more days! Yay. [;

I'm so bored, so taadaa. {:

Z: Can be funny and dumb at times.
H: Cute.
I: Crazy.
Y: Loved by everyone.
I: Crazy.
N: Easy to fall in love with.

A: Hot
B: Amazing kisser
C: good kisser
D: can kick your butt
E: has gorgeous eyes
F: loves people wild and crazy adore
you
G: very outgoing
H: cute
I: crazy
J: is really sweet
K: is a good person to be with love to
laugh and smile
L: very good kisser
M: Makes dating fun
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities
ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: a hypocrite
R: is a good person to be with
S: makes people laugh
T: smile to die for
U: is very sexual
V: not judgemental
W: people never tell you what to do
X: very broad minded
Y: loved by everyone
Z: can be funny and dumb at times

Another one. {:

The featured friends.

1st: WernChing.
2nd: Zul.
3rd: WenHui.
4th: O Wen.
5th: Sufi.
6th: Azkhairy.

1. What do you think about your 2nd
featured friend?
- My oh-so-lovable teddy bear brother who is always there for me through it all.
He was there to comfort me when I was down. <3 !

2.Do you like ur 1st featured friend?
- I love!

3. How long have u been friends with
your 3rd featured frens?
-Since Secondary 1.

4. Are you chatting with any of your
featured friens right now?
- Nope.

5. Is your 3rd featured friend close to
you?
- My laogong. {:

6. How many of your featured friends
are in the same school as you?
- 5 of them.

7. If you were to choose one of your
featured friends to be your
girlfriend/boyfriend, who would you
choose?
- I would say, 6. Ask me why. NOT.

8. When was the last time you went out
with any of them?
- 10 December with Azkhairy. The BBQ thing.

9. Among them, who did you last talk
to?
- Wern Ching & Azkhairy.

10. Who are your featured friends?
- WernChing, Zul, WenHui, O Wen, Sufi, Azkhairy.

11. If you were to talk bad about
someone on your featured friend list,
who will it be?
- None. :D

12. Who knows you best among them?
- Wern Ching.

13. Have you ever met any of the
featured friends parents before?
- Wern Ching's.

14. Who is the last featured friend to
you?
- Azkhairy. He's my lala. Secret. {:

Over the rainbow.

2007-12-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

你要离开,我知道很简单. x/33

6/10 more days! xD

Today was kinda boring.
'Cos I forgot to bring my wallet, stupid me.
Went to ECP to meet LiYan & ZiYun @ LAN.
While walking there, saw a group of malay boys.
Then they were like, "Sup sup yo."
Retarded, so I just walk away.
Then one of them shouted, "Eh, I sup sup yo you, you like that me."
And I gave them a twist. {:

I walked the wrong way there, or rather the longer way.
Plus, I was alone.
Gawd.
Was so damn lonely la.
Poor me. }:

So after like 923742946183562386 miles of walking, FINALLY OH FINALLY reached the stupid LAN.
Sat beside ZiYun & watch them played.
CAN SLEEP SIA.
Then Nikson came, and sat beside ZiYun.
Pffs, take my place!!
ZiYun still didn't know that he was Nikson. (actually i also don't know la)
Just found him rather familiar, & I remembered he was from Tao Nan.
So I told ZiYun, then ZiYun turned to ask LiYan when Nikson was coming. -.-
-faints-

After awhile, went down to Burger King to meet Luke.
It was raining la, but ZiYun that slow poke realised it was raining after a few seconds.
Slow.

Anywaaaaaaaaay.
He was riding la, as usual.
With his friend, who looks super weird.
I like his socks. {: (inside joke)
Waited for him in Burger King until pek chek, so went up to LAN.

Eileen (broadrick) & another girl (forgot the name la) came, they played Audition.
Soot there & watch them play.
SIAN. -.-
So went to arcade, LAN sibei sian.
Play PARA PARA.
Then sent LiYan to the bus stop.
Saw Jesper & Kingsley at the tunnel.
Couldn't really recognise them though.
Then went back to LAN AGAIN.

Then yada yada.
Walked to Parkway 'cos was ~~kinda bored already~~ NONONO IS SIBEI BORED ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saw the black shirt guy riding (forgot the name la).
He wanted to give us a lift on his bike.
THREE PEOPLE HOW TO SIT!
So nahh, we rather walk.

Went to Long John Sliver saw Eileen and LiYi, or whatever.
I forgot her name.
So sat down & chatted awhile then went to arcade.
Nobody there one!
Then went back home already.

Super boring.
Anywaaaaay, I'll be buying books tmr.
Anyone going too? {:

So like yesterday some random guy smsed me.
Said to be Xiao Feng's grandfather named Nick.
But no, I don't believe. -.-

Okay, so he said he was 20.
And his name is Nicklaos~~sai~~.
Weird right! So I thought it was some typo error.
But nahhhhhh, who will spell their name wrongly!
Okay, maybe him
Whatever.
So I asked him where he got my number from.
He said, he anyhow type one.

WAH NABEI.
VERY FREE LEH.
I DON'T BELIEVEEEEEEEE.

So I fuck care him, never reply.
Then he said sorry, and told me the truth.
My friend gave him my number.
My friend = Arrol.
The thing is, I don't know who the hell is Arrol. -.-

Oh, and did I mention that Azkhairy is as tall as me now?
-faints-

I'm falling for you.

2007-12-11T00:55:00.000+08:00

I, I'm really falling for you.
I, hate what you're putting me through.
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night.

Ignore my title for fuck's sake.

Alrighty, so it bloody rained the whole day.
I bloody got drenched from like top to toe.
Not because I don't have an umbrella.
Because, walking in the rain is so cool.
And then when you get home, you'll be sneezing like there's no tomorrow & get a high fever.
Like me! :D

Rain is such a mood spoiler.
But walking in the rain is fun, getting sick after that isn't.
Thunder & lightning are just scary.
WHERE'S FAHMI?!#@$@%
You're suppose to protect me!!!!!! Remember?
But you're in Thailand now, what the.

Wasn't in the best of mood today.
But still, need to act la.
If not, people will go ask this this this that that that.
Irritating.

My eye hurts like fuck.
I wonder whats wrong.
Gosh.

The BBQ was alright la, except for the weather.
Or it would have been better.
The BBQ started at like, say 7?
Then we only managed to get the fire started at 9.30.
Thanks to the nice nice neighbors who came and helped us.
UNLIKE THOSE STINGY BITCHES WHO ONLY GAVE US LIKE 2 FIRE STARTERS.
What the.
And they gave me a super lame excuse like, "Oh, sorry. But we've only got a few left. Didn't we just gave you some?"
Slap her, poke her.
The boys are better, at least they gave us the whole box of fire starters. {:
And even helped us to get the fire started AND FAILED.
But at least they gave us their tray. (with charcoal & fire la, duh)
The girls in their clique are so different from them la.
The boys are like waaaaaay better, helpful too. {:

So, whatever.
Everyone left at around 10.30.
So only left me, my maid, Angelyn, An Lin & Xiao Feng.
Went to the arcade awhile.
DDR-ed & stuffs, yada yada.
Went back to help my maid clean up, but she cleaned up everything already.
In like, less than 10 minutes?
My maid's a superwoman. {:

So walked back to the arcade again.
But was closed already.
So, oh well.
Went home, and reached home at 12.

Late night walks at the beach is romantic.
But rather scary. ;\

Okie, nites. [;

Hotness.

2007-12-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

GAWD.
A Korean guy is transferring to 2F next year.
-faints-
Korean guys are hot.
Jap guys are waaaaaaaaaay hotter.
-fa hua chi-
..
..
..
-FAINTS!-

Marinating chicken is so fun.
The chicken so squishy, hehe. {:

---------------------------

The last time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't see you with the Sun shining in my eyes.
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking.
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway.

The Last time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't hear you with your voice ringing in my ears.
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, your always so far away.

Cb, come back soon!
I wanna go out with you, hehe. {:
Come back soon, & we'll celebrate your birthday together.
Thats what I promised you.

GAWD, its bloody raining & there's thunder & lightning.
WT, and I'm alone at home! D;
Scary.

No love in the city, 'cause there's no connection.

2007-12-07T18:24:00.000+08:00

When the night won't fall and the sun won't rise
And you see the best as you close your eyes
When you reach the top as you bottom out
But you understand what it's all about

NI MEN HAO. {:

Should I just cancel the class bbq?
'Cos like its only 3 days away & I haven't even started preparing a single shit.
& like, no one's coming.
Maybe I should just cancel it.
Hmmm. :\
Ahh WHATEVER.

Gawdddddddddd.
I can't talk.
Can't open my mouth.
'Cos once I open, it hurts ALOT.

Yes, I know you hate me.
And you've me talking bad about me behind my back.
But do I freaking care?
I don't. {:
Why should I waste my time on you?
I'd rather spend my time with my pikachu than you. {:

x33
我輕輕的嚐一口　妳說的愛我　還在回味妳給過的溫柔
我輕輕的嚐一口　這香濃的誘惑　我喜歡的樣子妳都有 {:

I don't like anyone, nor do I have a crush on anyone.
Really.

I'm happy just to let you walk away.

2007-12-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

When I kiss you I still get butterflies.
I'll make every second count when I'm with you.

This Is Why I'm Hot - M.I.M.S.
Reminds me of Spongebob! {:
Random.

Went to Bugis today, with WernChing.
I was broke in less than 10 minutes. :D
Bought a grey dress, a black half-jacket, & a white sleeveless tee.

I found another job at Bugis.
The give out fliers one.
WAH SIAN I TELL YOU.
First few hours must listen boss nag nag naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag.
Then sit there stare at the boss & stone.
THEN boss say after 1 hours then come back. -.-
So went to eat first.
Went back, BOSS NAG AGAIN.
So I quit. {:

I just noticed something.
ALL THE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT'S TOILET ALL NO MIRROR ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And hor, WHY 7-11 NO TOILET?
Mirror very expensive mehhhhhhhhhh~
Me & WernChing was despo-ly looking for a mirror (a BIG one), to draw our eyeliner.
BUT DONT HAVEEEEEEEEEE.
So in the end used our own teeny weeny mirror.
Pathetic.

Hmm, lets see what soft toys I have in my room.
I'm bored. {:
I have a..........pink Hello Kitty, pink poodle, three teddy bears, three eeyore, one chia, three elmo, one cookie monster, one bert (sesame street), one big bird, one tigger, one mickey, one minnie, 3 my little pony ({:), five carebears, 3 mini barney, one giant barney, one big pikachu & one small pikachu.
Count! {:
Actually I have more, in my mummy's room. {:

Okaay, some weirdo just called and..
- say in a very excited & bitchy voice - "HELLO? Is this jack?"
"No, I'm not. Who are you?"
"Jacckkkkkkkkkkkkkk! Are you free now?"
"I TOLD YOU I'M NOT JACK."
- hangs up phone -
Irritating laaaaaaa.

My new poem,threw out my last one,
forgetting everything, i'm finally done.
It took way too long,
guess cause i did everything wrong.
But i finally did it, no one pinch me,
i finally did it,finally free.
but a feeling in my heart, a sense of mush,
Holy crap. please no. a crush!!
And of all the people i know,
Why him, oh must it be so?
It's like so damn fucking weird,
why him? so totally absurd.
I cannot cannot cannot start liking,
And i pray it remains a small thing.
Just a crush, absolutely nothing more,
won't fall in love, or so i swore.
Just a crush, i won't tell him,
Outta my league, so of course i deter.
Only a crush, it's not a crime,
I hope it wont end up like last time.

Here I go, scream my lungs out.

2007-12-05T14:41:00.000+08:00

I don’t want another heartbreak.
I don’t need another turn to cry.
I don’t want to learn the hard way.
Baby, hello, oh, no, goodbye.
But you got me like a rocket.
Shooting straight across the sky.

Haven't been blogging for awhile.
Mainly because I don't have the mood to.
& I have nothing to blog about.
I know my blog is boring, I know.

Anyway, China was alright I guess.
Lots of shopping there. (;
Spend like close to a thousand Sing. dollars.
It's winter there now, so its reaaally cold.
The lowest temperature at Shangrila is -8°c.

So like ever since I came back from China, I've been going out like everyday.
Spent lots of $$.
Bought a dress, shorts, 3 handbags, one wallet, one pair of PINK crystal ear rings, PINK crystal necklace, crystal ring, pink shades (:DD), PINK gloves, PINK hat, PINK silk scarf, PINK watch, PINK handphone keychain, and PINK cardigan.
Now I've got lots of pink stuffs, yay. [;

Yesterday, I went to work.
My very first job.
It was to sell pen, one for 2 bucks.
& I got sack on the very first day, the very first hour. {:
Fuck care, see boss face already dulan.

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaa, my boss. {:
He looks worst in real life, really.

He sacked me, ZiYun, SiHui, XinHui, Zack.
Then all the others quit.
So no one is working for him now. :D
Serve him right.
Heard that somebody wanna tio him.
Whatever la, his taiji.

Sooo.. anywaaaaay, was suppose to go shop for skinnies & cardigans with mummy.
But all thanks to mummy, we didn't go.
ALL THANKS TO HER.
lalalala.

I'm so bored, I feel like deleting my friendster.
And of cos, killing someone's girlfriend.
But I don't know who.

Dear Santaa,
All I want for Christmas is it to be the same as last year.
Pretty pleaseeeeeee. :D
And, oh yes, I've been a good girl.

MIA.

2007-11-20T12:19:00.000+08:00

MIA.
From today, 'til 1 December.
I'll be overseas. :D

Goddammit, I'm sick.

Don't speak, 'cos it hurts.

2007-11-18T19:09:00.000+08:00

This situation isn't getting any better.
I see the look in your eyes the look in your eyes.
You want to see a pretty face the mirrors will lie.
There isn't anything wrong with giving up,
and for what it's worth.

Happy birthday Grandma!
I miss you. ;\
Though you're gone, you'll always live in my heart. <3

Today feels weird.
Usually at this time, we'll be celebrating Grandma's birthday.
Having fun playing & catching up with cousins & everything.
Seeing Grandma smile while we sing the birthday song.
You could see the happiness in her eyes.
That was, last year.

Anyway, went out today.
And.. I WAS EARLY.
First time leh, usually I'll make the other person wait for me.
But today, I waited for ZiYun instead. :D

Then went to shop at Bugis.
I got a new watch.
And it's pink!
YAY. :D

Went to Bugis Street, super many people I tell you.
Must squeezeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, irritating.

Oh, and I keep saying the wrong things.
Like I said mushroom instead of marshmallow & fei li (molest) instead of xiu li (repair).

Ziyun: Eh, if got BBQ must bring what one uh?
Me: Orh, BBQ har, bring things like potato chips, chicken wings, drinks...
ZiYun: Yaa, chicken wing is a must have.
Me: Mushroom also whaat. :D
Ziyun: YOU WANT BBQ MUSHROOM?!

Me: Eh, your com okay alr ah?
ZiYun: Uh, yaa.
Me: Orh, you ask the person come fei li your com?
ZiYun: HUHHHHHHHHHHH?!
- everyone turns to look at ZiYun -

Whats wrong with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. D;

I ♥ Peterpan!
Menunggumu is my fave. (;

To the beat of my heart.

2007-11-17T13:45:00.000+08:00

The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.

Went job hunting yesterday with ZiYun.
We're both damn despo for jobs, 'cos we need $$.
Hehe. :D

And like, what the hell?
Nobody wants to hire 13 year olds.
The youngest is 14 at MacDonalds.
And the pay is like $3.50 per hour with only one pathetic meal provided.
LIKE WTF? SO LITTLE?
Ask from mummy better, at least she'll give me.
See ah, if you want 10 bucks right.
Count how many cheebye hours you have to work? 3!
LIKE OMG 3 HOURS? Can die, revive then die again leh!
Plus have to wear that stupid uniform.
AND IMAGINE SEEING YOUR FRIENDS THERE.
I'll probably dig a hole on the ground & hide myself.
So embarrassing.

Kay, anyway yesterday I audi-ed after like 839745239539073907390 years.
With Arthur.
Then kukugirl came into the room.
kuku girl is her audi name ah, not i call her one.
Then Arthur said that her name is nice.
Then Mrs kuku come and kpkb.
Come show off her Hokkien somemore.
See, I can remember what Hokkein words she use..
They are: humjiiii (with don't know how many Is),
Chao Ji Bye (i thought it was supposed to be chao cheebye? k, nvm)
I think thats all. -.-

Not saying my Hokkien better than hers la, but at least I know more than her.
When I'm a Teo Chewy. :D
And she t0kk liikkeee thiiishhxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx.
One word: Twit.

Me, Arthur & KUKU were like debating.
With Mrs kuku using her aliien lannguaaaggeeeeeeeeezxzx.
While Me and Arthur stared at the computer screen trying to figure out what the fuck she's talking about.
And guess what she said?
"iie heaarr a d0gg barkkiing w00rhhxz"
Orh, know why?
'Cos got thief outside your house, thats why your dog bark.
GOGOGO, CATCH THE THIEF! GO!
Idiot. -.-

Hmm, anyway.
ANYONE GOT JOB INTRO? :D :D :D

I'm going overseas in like 4 days time!
Yayy. -jumps around in circles-

Scream me a love song.

2007-11-16T01:39:00.000+08:00

Hate that I love you.

Okaaaay, I was suppose to be on hiatus.
But aiya, cannot tahan must tell y'all something before I explode.

> (click)
THIS GUY LOOKS LIKE BAHIRAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY.
OMGOMGOMGOMGXZXZXZXZ.
SEE THE FACE & EVERYTHING, LIKE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAHIRAN-ISH.
REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY.

Anywayyyy, I found out something I shouldn't know.
Hurhur, cool or whaat.

&&&........
Don't even try to make me go for band.
I die die also not going.
Ask me why! Ask me why!
'Cos.. PERSONAL STUFFS.
Believe or not, your problem la.

I miss school. ):
I miss Tic Tac Toe. ):
I miss 1F. ):
I miss boyfriend. ):
I miss Mr Sunshine. ):
I miss the iremireblends. ):
I miss the sexymamas. ):
I miss the powerseahs. ):
I miss the bras! ):

~~I miss Squi. ):~~ Maybe not, 'cos I see her almost everyday. -.-
I miss Novia. ):
I miss Haziqah. ):
I miss KhaiQi. ):
I miss Humaira. ):
I miss JiaMin. ):
I miss Rosabeth. ):
I miss ZhiHui. ):

I miss Zul.♥
See, your name biggest!
I miss Sufi. ):
I miss WenHui. ):
I miss O Wen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

I miss Azkhairy like crazyy. ):
I miss Ridhwan a lotttttttttt, so hard to contact him! ):

I miss Ian like omgwtf. ):
I miss Aaron VALENTINE the stupid chao ah beng. ):

I miss Nisa though I just talked to her today. ):
I miss (insertHISnamehere) a lot a lot a lot a lot. )))))))))))))))))))))):

I miss Hakim my braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaather! <3
See your name so big!

I MISS WERNCHING & ZIYUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS STELLA HUBBY, SITI WIFEY, SARAH LAOPO & SHANNON HAO PENG YOU!
+ all my scandals & yada yada.
Too many to remember, lollll.
And of course, I miss the whole of 1F.
Omgxzxzxzx, I miss so many people. ):

And.. the person I miss most is Novia.
Touched not? ^^
Haven't met her for soooo long!
&&& Today's her birthday. [;

Dearest King Kong, this is for you. :D
I know it's late (look at the time & date) but ya, it's the thought that counts right?
See seeeeeeeeeeeeee! Your beloved Queen is staying up sooo lae just to write a post for you!
Actually is I cannot sleep. ;x
We've been married for like I-forgot-how-long-la, & we already have two kids!
Or is it three? Forgot laa.
And and and, how cool is this!
All along I thought you were older than me.
But you're actually YOUNGER THAN YOUR WIFE!
~~And more matured of course.~~
NONONO, I'M MORE MATURED! MEMEMEMEME! Hmph.
You pretty pretty, finally 13 uh?
LIKE FINALLY!
Stay sweet & pretty alright!
I love you dearest husband.
I love love love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
Mwarrhhxzxzxzx. <3 !
HAPPY HAPPIER HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY! :D

Hiatus.

2007-11-10T14:41:00.001+08:00

'Til 1 December, when I come back from overseas.

And if you don't let go, it's gonna pass you by.

2007-11-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

Who kicked a hole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me?
Who stole the soul from the sun in a world come undone at the seams?
Let there be love - Let there be love
I hope the weather is calm as you sail up your heavenly stream
Suspended clear in the sky are the words that we sing in our dreams
Let there be love.

Hi bong bongs. [;
I'm too lazy to blog.
So let the pictures do the talking yeah.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I won't be blogging that often anymore.
'Cos..
1, I'm busy with other stuffs.
2, I'm getting tired of blogging.

& I'm officially broke. :D

WTF K, I LOST MY RING.
THE ONE THAT HAS NAME ON IT ONE.
WHATTHEWHATTHE.

96456956
MF, YOU WOKE ME UP FROM MY SLEEP.
& NOW, YOURE CALLING ME NON-STOP.
& SMS-ING ME HELL LOTS OF RUBBISH.
SO NOW HERE'S YOUR BEEEEAAAUU-TIIIII-FUUUUUUUUU (NOT) NUMBER UP HERE IN MY BLOG.

People, feel free to sms/call the number up theree.
Uncles, aunties, if you feel bored, please call 96456956 for free chat.
Chikopek also can call.
Aiyaa, don't care you animal, fish, prawn, simi sai all can call la. -.-

Mr Sunshine got me addicted to this song. ];<

一人一半，感情不散
一人一素故，感情才会久
时光累积，安静的泪滴
一心去追，爱那么可贵
这样的人，这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚，不急伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉
这样的人，别笑我蠢
傻傻地心痛也不觉疼
就算残忍，就算天冷
等你想起这没用的人

一人一半，感情不散
已经找到爱，为何要离开
时光累积，安静的泪滴
一心去追，爱那么可贵
这样的人，这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚，不急伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉

一人一半，感情不散

已经找到爱，为何要离开
已经找到爱，为何想离开

Way back into love.

2007-11-07T19:16:00.000+08:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead.
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed.
I've been lonely for so long.
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on.

Eh, vote la walao.
I don't want Thailand to win.
WHAT THE WHAT THE .
Vote kay.
(click)

Today was a nice day.
I love DDR. :D

Me & Angelyn have this plan to get back at (insertnamehere).
But I need (insertaguy'snamehere) to help me.
& I don't know how to ask.
Whatthe whatthe.

To: you-know-who

Boo ! [;

2007-11-06T14:14:00.000+08:00

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So voteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Support Singapore. <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLE. <3 !
See! I remember leh.
My dearest oh-so-lovable cousin who is finally 11 today. [;
Eh you, don't you dare grow taller than me I tell you.
Hehehe, 小老鼠!
Loves. ♥

What the what the what the what the what theeeeeeeeee.
Asia Nitollano is the next Pussycat Doll!
OMFG. D;
Chelsea Korka is so much better.

From left to right: Asia Nitollano, Melissa Reyes, Chelsea Korka.
Chelsea is so much better righttttttttttttttt?

Vote! :D

2007-11-05T14:14:00.001+08:00

Hello people, support Singapore & vote!
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Oh, & if you're interested in watching The Eye.
You can watch it here..

Those 1Fians who have blog, copy & paste this.
I doubt you can. ;x
To all 1Fians.
Class bbq: 9 December, Sunday.
@ East Coast.
Spread.

As for the time & place to meet, & the pit number.
I'll let you know later.
Oh, & bring some raw food along too.
For more information, call/sms me.
Don't have my number, too bad. xp

Then erm, Ashiq will be organising a sleepover on that day too.
We'll be sleeping at the beach.
BRING YOUR TENT OR I'LL THROW YOU IN THE SEA. :D
No tent then sleep on BBQ pit lor.

Survey.

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH A 'S'
Sufififilalala.

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
Shannon the suckerrr. :D

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
heh not that early lah. wait long long. - Aaron (Sec3)

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
Yeap.

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
Nope. Imagine me in curly hair. -.-

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
I don't like concerts.

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
I don't know? No one. :D

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT?
Shuddup ah, I tell you. If not I clamp your mouth.
Sounds familiar eh? MUTHU! xD

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Pancakes.

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
Yala yala - Daddy.

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
Sometimes.

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?
? I only know Donald Duck. -.-

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
Nope.

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
Yeap. :D

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?
Yesterday, to Zul. <3

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
Bathe.

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
Many, the lastest one is Pink Haired Witch.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Nope, not really.

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
ME ME ME. :D

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
Does medicine = drugs?

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
I don't know.

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
Long long time ago, in a far far away land~

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
At the Lan shop in East Coast on someone's shoulder. -.-

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
Ask daddy.

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
Forgot.

Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
I don't really trust anyone except Mr Sunshine. :D

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
Yeap.

LAST
1) person you saw: Daddy
2) talked to on the phone: Aaron. (Sec3)
3) hugged: The Barney in my room.
4) person you texted: HuiXun.

TODAY
1) date: November 5.
2) plans: Bathe then sleep.
3) dislikes about tomorrow: Nothing.

CURRENTLY
1) missing someone: Yes. No. Maybe. I think so. I don't know.
2) mood: Sleepy.

TRUE OR FALSE
I am a morning person: False.
I am a perfectionist: False.
I am an only child: True.
I am currently in my pajamas: True.
I am online 24/7: False.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: Depends on who is it.
I can be paranoid: True & False. Sometimes.
I currently regret something that I have done: True.
I enjoy talking on the phone: True.
I have a lot to learn: True.
I have a secret: True.

5 people to do this:
Anyone that is able to rip this off my blog.

You'll always be my thunder.

2007-11-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight

Hi. :D
Today was really fun, like reaaaaally.

So early in the morning, like 10 plus.
I went to some carnival, 'cos someone gave me free tickets.
Heehee, be jealous alright. (;
Then went there with my maid.

I wanna go the jump jump thingie!!
But over-aged, pfffs. ];<
I like the jumping castle, super cute.
Then queued for the popcorn & candy floss!
And you know how small is the candy floss?
Clench your fist.
Yaa, that size.
Shhh00xzx stiinnggiieeeeeeeeexzxzxzx. ];<

Then went to Parkway with ZiYun afterwards.
Some malay guys wanted to ask for number.
Lollllllllllll!

They were at the pasar malam, then I walked pass them.
Malay guy: -blabbers some malay words-
Me: I not malay!
Malay guy: I know!
Malay guy: Salah!
Malay guy: -slaps forehead-
Me: -laughs & walk away-
Malay guy: Oie! I want your number. -flashes cheeky smile-
Me: -walks away-

So funny la, I tell you.
I like the slapping forehead part.
If only he slapped harder. ;x
Heh.

Then went to see some lion dance performance.
Nice leh.
Me & ZiYun were sitting on the floor listening to songs.
~~Can see ZY's butt crack. ;x~~
Then suddenly a malay guy came and started blabbering some malay words.
He blabber blabber then point to his phone, point point point.
Don't know what talking him also. -.-

Then then then...
Got super many china people.
Which I DON'T LIKE.
There's one standing beside me & ZiYun.
He was making fun of us & repeating what ZiYun say, like some parrot.
Then we both super buay song la.
So we walked out of the crowd.

Then ZiYun took out a clarinet reed from my bag, lol.
She wanted to go put inside the man's pants.
LOL!
But we forgot which man was it, so we were like shouting & look for the man.

Me: THAT CHAO AH GUA IN FRONT!
Man in front of me: -turns-
Me: Not you la.
ZiYun: What colour shirt ah?
Me: The checkered one, ugliest & shortest.
Everyone: -turns & look @ the both of us-
Eh, I think she really go put the reed inside his pants leh.
Lollll. ;x

Then we were waiting for the man to come out, then we settle with him.
Hehh, after the performance he faster run away.
Lol! Humji laaaaaaaaaaaa. -.-

Me: OIE! Chao ah gua!
Man: -turns & walks faster-
Me & ZiYun: Eh limbu buay song leh!
Man: -runs away-
Lollll.
So funny la, I tell you.

We were shouting at him from don't know where, all the way to the traffic light.
Then he ran all the way to Joo Chiat!
Lollllllllllllll, so fun. xD

Oh, peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (1F)
Tell me when y'all are able to make it to the chalet. :D
ASAP AH.

Twinkle twinkle little star.

2007-11-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

Warning: This post is posted out of boredom, contains nonsensical stuffs, super random.
& You can choose to stop reading here. [;

Hi booboo. :D
Hehehehehehehhehe, rawr.
I'm suparrrrrrrrrrr bored, weeeeeeeeee.
alalalallala, boo! [;

Hihihihihihihi.
Somebody horrrrrrrrrrrrrr, come online never talk to me leh.
Hmph. ];

Twinkle twinkle little star.
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the sky lala.
LALA LALA LA LA LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K, I'm really bored.
And only Gina's talking to me
&&& She have to go sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon.
Pfffs. ];<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

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Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.
Count, there's 100. ;D

Eh eh, I supar bored + hungry.
Howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww? ):
I want doughnuts!!!!!!! :D :D :D
I want your doughnut!
Doughnut or your life? [;<
Nyahahahha. -evil laugh-
Heheheheh.

& I'm eating hor fun now.
Not enough!! ];

Eee, my teevee spoil spoil one.
Watch halfway then suddenly zzroomzrrroomzzzsafiseubrgysr.
:D

Then I go make make, then no got sound no picture. ]; !
WhattheWhattheWhattheWhattheWhattheWhattheWhatthe.
Then then now..
No sound, No picture. -.-

Gina asked me to help her edit her photo.
She wants to cut her friend's face out, lollllllll.
And guess what happen?
I edit until..No photo.
Hehe, bored luh.
Then then no photo..How ah?
Hmm. :\

PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE,
GIVE ME MORNING CALL @ 8 SHARP TMR. (those who have my number la)
I dont care who you are k, as long as you have my number can already.
Just give me morning call.
'Cos I wanna go band. :D

K, bye.
I wanna eat.

Wanna know something superrr cool?
I'm charging my handphone, I pulled the wire.
'Cos I thought nothing would happen.
Then weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
my handphone flew off the table & died. D;

7-11, It's a store & more.
Ding dong!
I'm addicted to this phrase.
Lolll, whatever.
Bye la.

youre so far awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. ];

Through with you.

2007-11-01T16:40:00.000+08:00

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm happy happy happy todaaaaaaaaaaaaay. [;
Because today is (fillintheblanks).
Was on the phone was him just now, just before his band lunch break ends.
Then I wished him & he was soooo shy, lollllllllllllllllllll.

Oh, & my new furniture set came yesterday.
Like omfg, so niceeeeee.
All pink, pink pink!
My room= Daddy's most hated room.
Why? 'Cos its pink!
Hehe. [;

Hmm, "shopping" at pasar malam is fun.
Lol, random.
HAHA, whatever.
Bye.

Baby, am I doing too much?

2007-10-31T13:33:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving messages and voicemails.
Telling you I miss you.
Baby am I doing too much.
Why you tryna diss me.
When I just wanna kiss you.
Baby am I doing too much.
Tell me what's the issue.
Who I give these lips to.
Baby am I doing too much.
This is turning into.
Something I ain't hip to.
Baby am I doing too much.

Eh, this video so sweet. [;

This is so cool, like totally.

& I'm boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.
Bored bored bored boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
Can somebody entertain me? Rawr.

Now I'm stuck with the ghost, of what we used to be.

2007-10-30T18:58:00.000+08:00

And when you hit the coast.
I hope you think of me.
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be.

Hello hello. :D
Went for Maths remedial early in the morning.
9 o'clock okaaay, what the whaaaaaaaaaat.
I woke up at 7.50, bathed & all.
Went down to the bus stop to meet JiaMin.
'Cos I don't wanna go alone.
You don't know how much I hate to be alone. D;

Then walao, JH super irritatingggggggggggggggggggg.
He shake shake shake the table like nobody's business.
Me, Nisa & JiaMin super irritated luh.
While Zharif just heck care then do his work.

Lalelilolu.
Hahahehehihihohohuhu. :D !

Then went cycling at ECP.
I don't know how to cycle for nuttsssss. ;x
So took the 2 seater bike with Nisa.
So loser righttt? Whateverrrr.

Then Nisa & Angelyn tried to teach me how to cycle.
But failed.
Lolllllllllll.
Both gave up teaching me.
I got so hard to teach meh? ):

Picturesssss. :D

Then after that went to the library with Angelyn.
Talked about some things.
Jump from one topic to another.
Oh, Angelyn's nose is pull-able. :D
Whatever you call it.

Thursdayyyyyyyyyyyy! <3 !!
I ain't the only one for you,
but you're the only one for me.

Hell yeah, fuck you.

2007-10-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

Promise breakers,
Fuck you. _|_

Kiss goodbye.

2007-10-28T14:08:00.000+08:00

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

付出的爱收不回，还欠你的我不能给
We ended with a goodbye.
Sorry baby.

--------------------------------
Okaaay, I deleted my blogskin account out of boredom.
Loll, here's a new skin. :D
Kinda plain though.
I like the skull. <3 !

Click for larger view.

How to get the codes?
~~I don't know. ;x~~
Get it from my blogskin acc. :D

WATCH!
Chao ah gua! LOL.
You won't understand if you don't understand Hokkien.
Effing funny.
CHAO AH GUA! :D

And this! :D

Mfknnbccb.

2007-10-28T10:39:00.000+08:00

EH WTF LA KAY.
APPARENTLY, SOMEONE WENT TO HACK INTO MY MSN ACC.
ADDED SOME SHIT.
& WENT TO TALK DIRTY WITH HIM.
SIAO AH.
THEN THAT PERV WENT TO POST IT UP ON HIS BLOG.
& ALL THOSE DESPO UNCLE STARTED ADDING ME.
LIKE WTF.
GO ADD THAT SLUT/WHORE THAT HACKED INTO MY MSN ACC LA.
I WHERE GOT SO FREE GO ONLINE TALK DIRTY ONE?!
I WAS BLOODY PAINTING MY ROOM YESTERDAY KAY.
WHO PAINTS & TALK DIRTY ONLINE AT THE SAME TIME?!

ANDDDDDDDDD, I WAS TOO PISSED LAST NIGHT TO GO TALK DIRTY.
READ THIS.
SIAO AH, I WHERE GOT TALK LIKE THAT ONE.
OKAY, MAYBE THE TYPING IS SAME.
BUT IT WASN'T ME.
I'm not thaaaat bored to go talk dirty with someone I don't even know.
Lolll.

The thought of ______________ sucks.
Damn, I need someone to talk to.
But everyone's either busy or away. :\
I feel so effed up.

Stand by me.

2007-10-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

Made a meal and threw it up on sunday,
Ive, got a lot of things to learn,
Said I would and I believe in one day,
Before my heart starts to burn.

I've got my one million & two boxes of cookies (kidding). :D
Mint mint mint, nice nice nice. <3 !

Went out with WernChing for awhile,
bus-ed to Bugis & back, 'cos someone was waiting for me @ Parkway.
So sorry dearie, I couldn't accompany you.
Then met XinTian with my aunt & her little brother.
Eh, not fair la.
XinLe is only primary 5 & he's like going to be taller than me already.
Omg, I feel so short.
I'm 158 & he's like 150+ ? Wth?!#!%$^$
I feel so short. ):

Then went home after awhile.
Bored to death at home la.
Can die lor.

I hate this song,
because its written for you.

5 MORE DAYS! :D :D :D
Only my good friends know whats gonna happen.
<3 !

The hardest part is this, is letting go.

2007-10-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

/edited

I thought I had all the answers never giving in.
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong.

Today was the last day of school.
Sucks.
Everyone in my clique cried when we read the letter from Miss Erma.
Thought of all the good times we had together as a class with Miss Erma.
And all the ups & downs we went through as a class.
Cried like fuck. :\

I know it's kinda silly, not like we would be separated.
But two months not being able to see my classmates?
Kill me please.

Miss Erma, if you're reading this.
I just wanna say that,
You're the best teacher ever!
Thanks for putting up with our nonsense.
Thanks for all that you've done just for us. ♥
All the good times we had with you, I'll keep them in my heart always.
I love you. <3 !

I regret, not being able to say goodbye to you.
I saw you a million and one times today,
but just didn't have the courage to walk up to you & tell you the things that I've always wanted to say.
The look in my eyes looking at you.
I have so many things I want to say to you, but I just don't have the courage to.
If you happen to read this by chance,
I wanna say that I'm sorry, really.
I'm very very sorry.
There's still many more things that I wanna say, but I can't say it here.
& I don't have the courage to talk to you in MSN.
I'm such a loser.

Omgxzxzx, I just listened to the CD the the teacher gave us.
The Ethnic Music thingie, the one we were supposed to sing & record & yada yada.
Yaa, that one.
I listened to all of them & everyone's like chanting away.
Lolllllll, so funneh!
ROFLMAO.

I thought you meant forever.

2007-10-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

/edited

Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting.
But being without you I can't imagine.
It's just to close to the heart and.
And I won't stand it if were broken apart.
Hubbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbby, where'd you go?
I missed you so.

Haunted House was a success. (:
I love 1F. <3 !

So like I woke up super early for the last minute touch up for the Haunted House thingie.
I woke up at 5.55, break record manxzxz.
Met Humaira at the bus stop then we went together.
Waited for the rest @ the bus stop.
Then walked to school together with Humaira, Huixun, YanQi & AnLin.
Super scarryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Dark dark one, very very very very little lights on.

Then went to Lecture Room 2, Jiamin, Angelyn & Haziqah reached already.
Put down our bags then start work.
Hakim, Nazir & some other boys came.
Then walaoxzxz!
They suddenly go switch off the lights.
Knn.
Then me & Humaira screamed & hugged each other.
Lolllll.
They on & off, on & off the lights.
Scream until almost lost my voice. >): !

After morning assembly had a briefing.
Then carried the tables & chairs up to the Lecture Room 2.
Had some super last minute touch up & all.
Ran to the toilet to get changed, rush here & there.
Then helped the ghosts to make up.
I helped Nazir & Ridhwan, lolllll.
I made their face all white, then Ashiq drew their eyeshadow or whatever you call that.
Then help the pontianaks to draw blood tears.

Then lalalala~
Bazaar starts at 8, I think.
But our Haunted House started at 9.
Got people outside waiting already.
Luckily they were patient. :D
I went around with Keane to sell tickets.
Then went back to help out.
Collect money, yada yada.

I went in to be the ghost too. :D
I was the one grabbing the legs.
The one with the slimey hands.
Loll.
Sorry if your leg(s) were dirtied.

When I just went in, Haizqah went to grab my legs with her sticky gooey hands.
Then I forgot my hand was painted red!
Then I go rub my leg, then my leg become red. -.-

I was hiding under the table with Azkhairy & Haziqah.
Azkhairy scare the people, Haziqah scream, I grab leg.
I got scared by Azkhairy. -.-

Then Zamri.. ahem ahem.
That pervert!
Lolll.
Painted Zamri's face red, with poster paint.
Then I went to 画蛇添足 then become pinkk! -.-
Then put more red paint to cover, lol.

There's one time wen I was grabbing legs then suddenly I turned to the right & Zamri was beside me.
Scary know.

Azkhairy bought 4 lollipops for $1, and gave me two.
Hehe, thank you.

Then there was this 1H guy super funny.
I was sitting on the table eating my lollipop.
Then he walked towards me & screamed at my face like some gay.
Scare me luh.

Then got once, a group of 1H girls came in.
We started scaring & grabbing their legs.
The last girl damn cute sia.
She was jumping up & down and screaming her head off.
I laughed 'til I almost died.

Then then then the last group that came in was the sec 2 malay boys.
Super funny I tell you.
Me & Angelyn were standing at the chair beside the door.
Then they came in, wanted to scare them.
But failed.
They even said hi to us, loll.

Jannah's group was the best.
They went in by the front door.
Then after a few seconds they ran out from the front door.
Lollll.
Jannah said she hentak-ed all the way 'cos the ghosts keep grabbing their legs.

And the funny thing is, some of the customer's shoe came off.
They had to hop back in to retrieve their shoe.
Lollll, one guy hopped in & was like "My shoe! My shoe!"
Most of the customers came out & wear their shoe properly.
Coolxz.

And and and a few unlucky ones came out with white hair.
And those super unlucky ones, came out with some sticky gooey stuff on their legs.
And those EVEN unluckier ones, came out with...
A HANDPRINT ON THEIR BACKS! :D
A few kenna blood stains.
Lolll.

Its fun being the ghost know.
Especially when you see the people scream & jump around like jumping pigs.
It was effing funny, I laughed so hard that I almost died.
It was so damn bloody funny, I tell you.
I laughed non-stop & rolled on the floor like some mad pig.
Reaaally.
Rolling on the floor laughing is fun. xD

Hmm,
Our Haunted House wasn't thaaaat scary.
But the people had fun with the ghosts, they played with the ghost somemore.
We were having some newspaper fight.
Lolll.
So like there were newspapers flying here & there.
Oh, and lighsticks.
Got someone go throw lightstick at meeee.
Painnnnnnnnnnn, but fun though. :D

After the bazaar we cleaned up & everything.
And Keane went to grab my leg, irritating la,
I carried the tables & chairs back to 2G classroom.
Then helped to clean the tables & everything.
Then went back to 4F classroom.
I slept, super tired.

After school, went to Novia's house with Angelyn.
Sat at the poolside, talked & all.
Then went to Parkway.
Ate deep fried ice cream! :D :D :D
Then went to MacDonald's, talked & eat.
Then I slept again.
Went home @ 5.30.

To: Everyone that came to the Haunted House.
Thank you!
Sorry for making y'all wait so long.
Thanks for your support.
Love youuuuuuu. <3 !

Oh, and that sec 3 guy!
You never come find me today, lolll.
I still have your ticket with me.
The Haunted House one & the Battle of the Bands.
Thanks for the free ticket. :D
HAHA.

I dare say, we did so much better than y'all.
SUCKKERRS.
So who's the loser now huh? :D

One last breath.

2007-10-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hold me now.
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking.
That maybe six feet.
Ain't so far down.

To the guy that gave me the Battle of the Bands ticket FOR FREE,
look for me tmr!
I need to give you the ticket & I doubt I can recognize you.
So come look for me, if you can recognize me. :D

& to the 1F people.
Bring black tee & PE shorts tmr.
And reach school by 6.15 if you can.
Spread, thanks. :D

And 1F girls, (you know who you are)
We meet at the bus stop near the side gate first. :D
Girls, jia you for the haunted house alright!
I'm confident that it'll be successful.
So jiayou jiayou jiayou!
Love y'all. <3 !

I love 1F, we're so bonded.
People, be jealous. (:

I seriously don't know why people like pulling down our posters.
Like reaaally, so childish manxzx.
Oh, and we know who did it.
Fucking obvious & we have eyewitness.
So yeah. don't you think you're so childish?
And and and, you think y'all tear down our posters then we confirm die, no one come support our haunted house?
You're so wrong.
So damn fucking wrong.
Childish bitches.
We still have our mouth to promote la, toot.
You know mouth? Ya, mouth.
And I believe that my class is certainly much better than yours. :D

Oh, & to the 3J guy.
You're the loser.
So what if you got the music room?
So what if you got air conditioner?
So whaaaaatttttt.
Though we're juniors, but that doesn't mean that we can't do better than you.
Azri, you suckkkerrrr.
You loserrrrrrrrrr, loserrrrrrrrr, loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. -sticks finger into mouth-
Bleahhh.

:DDDDDDDDDDD
I'm a happy girl!
Yay!

Everything's nothing without you.

2007-10-23T19:46:00.000+08:00

Who doesn't long for someone to hold.
Who knows how to love you without being told.
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own.
If there's a soulmate for everyone.

For today's post, refer to Angelyn's blog. :D

People people!

Come support my class (1f) for the bazaar alright! :D

We're doing haunted house, so come & give us your support!

<3 !

You're poison running through my veins.

2007-10-22T18:03:00.000+08:00

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins.
I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name.
Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin.
I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison.
You're poison running through my veins.
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains.
Poison.

This feeling sucks.
You don't fucking care.
Oh, and remember the promise you made?
I bet you forgot all about it already.
~~And where were you when I needed you the most?~~

Kpoxzxzxz, stop asking my friend who I'm referring to in my previous previous post la. (the small words)

Anyway, today was effing cold.
Thats why I wore my super thick jacket to school.
Then the bus came late/I missed the bus.
So I was late la, then stayed at the canteen for morning assembly.
Then suddenly someone started talking to me.
Pinagxzxzx, scare me.
It was Shameer la~
He walk no sound one, then suddenly talk. -.-

Then yada yada, went for the house thingie.
All so dead.
And I was half awake, can sleep manxzx.
Early morning leh, what you expect.
Then cheer cheer cheer, lalala.
Oh, and the principal joined in too, coolxzx.

Sec4 classroom rock!
Sh0x funn nehhxzx.
Kekez. ^^
Then we lala here , lala there, lala everywhere.
~~~

After school went out with Angelyn & Humaira. <3
I'M IN LOVE WITH DEEP FRIED ICE CREAM.
EFFING NICE OKAY.
HEHE. :D

alalala.
The school song is stuck in my head~ -.-

I fucking hate you.

2007-10-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

Still, Azkhairy is the best. (:

And I wonder,

2007-10-21T10:50:00.000+08:00

Where the fuck did you go?
What the hell is wrong with you?

Hubby came back yesterday night.
I was damn happy la, duh.
lalalalalalalalala.

Couldn't sleep the whole night, I was thinking of something.
Then I realised..
that I was really stupid.
You played me again and again,
and yet, I still forgave you.
It's not only once, it's many many time already.
I don't know why I still forgive you time and again.
You don't know how I really feel deep inside.
'Cos I don't show it.
I have to fake a smile, and act like nothing happened at all.
And do you know how hurt I feel inside, when you just don't give a damn at all.
Others say that youre just a typical ah beng, a playboy and everything.
They tell me all the bad things about you.
But guess what?
I chose not to listen, I chose to stick with you.
And what about you?
You treat me like a toy.
When you need me, I'm your everything.
When you don't, you just throw me aside.

I was always the one making the first move and everything.
When we had probems, I was always the one who made the first move to apologise.
Even when you're the one who's in the wrong.
Everything I do, I do it for you.
But do you even care?
No.
But I still love you.

I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what i did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,

With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Bored bored boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddd. ):

2007-10-20T14:47:00.000+08:00

I'm not the one who's so far away.
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins.
I LOVE GODSMACK! :D
I LOVE SULLY ERNA, HE'S LIKE OMG SO HOT.
AND I LOVE HIS VOICEEEEEEEEE!!!!

ANYWAY,
Hi, I'm super bored.
And I've been eating non-stop since I woke up.
'Cos I'm bored & have nothing better to do.
Yeah, I eat when I'm bored.
Now I feel like eating maggi mee, hor fun, lollipop and ice creammmmmmm!!

Survey Survey Survey. :D
69 Confession Questions

1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?
- Hubby! <3
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
- I don't shop at a grocery store. I go there to play with the trolley with my friends. :D
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
- Half half?
4. Do you take compliments well?
- Sometimes.
5. Do you play Sudoku?
- Eeeew.
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
- NONONO, I hate being alone. I'd rather die.
7. Do you like to ride horses?
- EEEEEEEE!!
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
- Duh.
9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
- Hmm, I don't have a favorite game.
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
- Hell no.
11. Have you lied to get out of a date?
- I don't know. I can't remember.
12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
- I did, once.
13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
- Be pursued. xD
14. Use three words to describe yourself?
- I. Don't. Know.
15. Do any songs make you cry?
- Yes, duh. I'll be there for ou by Bon Jovi & When you're gone by Avril Lavigne.
16. Are you continuing your education?
- DUH. -.-
17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
- Toy gun, yes.
18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
- Handphone. :D
19. How often do you read books?
- I don't read books unless I'm forced to/when I'm reaaally bored. As in, reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally bored.
20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
- Future.
21. What is your favorite children's book?
- PowerPuff girls book. :DDDDDD
22. What color are your eyes?
- Dark brown.
23. How tall are you?
- 158, I shrunk by 2 cm. T.T
24. Where is your dream house located?
- Over the rainbow. ^^
25. Do you have a secret fetish?
- Yes, duh.
26. Have you tried sushi?
- Only 83495613527475629375607236079562846 times. xD
27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
- Uh huh.
28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
- Never. Whats that. -.-
29. When was the last time you were at Church?
- Nong nong time ago. ;x
30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
- I forgot.
31. What was your favorite job?
- The job that has aircon and can shake leg & do nothing one.
32. Do you like mustard?
- Eeew.
33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
- Eat already then sleep. :D
34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
- None. :D
35. How long does it take you in the shower?
- It depends.
36. Can you do the splits?
- I USED to.
37. What movie do you want to see right now?
- Those that I have not watched.
38. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
- Nope, never!!
39. What did you do for New Year's?
- Eat eat & eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat.
40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
- I didn't watch 'cos it was scary.
41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?
- I didn't watch Mean Girls.
42. Do you own a camera phone?
- Yeap.
43. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
- Nope.
44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
- HAHAHA, NO!
45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
- I.
46. Do you like your middle name?
- Yes, no. I don't know.
47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
- When there's school, 6. During weekends/holidays, more than 12 hours.
48. Do you like care bears?
- YES, DUH. I LIKE THE PINK ONE!!! :D
49. What do you buy at the movies?
- Nachos!
50. Do you know how to play poker?
- I think so.
51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
- Never.
52. What do you wear to sleep?
- Shirt and shorts.
53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
- Somebody died?
54. How many meals do you eat a day?
- Usually 1. When Im bored, I eat the whole day.
55. Is your tongue pierced?
- Nope.
56. Ever meet anyone you met on myspace?
- I don't use myspace. -.-
57. Do you read myspace bulletins?
- I SAID, I DON'T USE MYSPACE.
58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
- Funny. :D
59. Ever been to L.A.?
- Nope.
60. Did you eat a cookie today?
- I WANT TO.
61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
- Yes, sometimes.
62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
- I download. ;x
63. Do you hate chocolate?
- I LOVE.
64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
- Everything.
65. Are you a gullible person?
- Nope, not really.
66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
- Nooooooooooo.
67. If you could have any job what would it be?
- A job that has a salary of $395720795239762486264++ and you don't have to do anything at all.
68. Are you easy to get along with?
- Depends.
69. What is your favorite time of day?
- Morning.

I WANNA EAT. :D

Everytime we touch,

2007-10-19T17:38:00.001+08:00

/edited

I get this feeling.

HUBBY'S COMING BACK EITHER TMR OR SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't waitttttttttttt. :D

And guess what?
My English improved!
It went up one grade, c5. -.-
Lolll.
At least got improvement la.

And I passed Lit!
I passed Lit!
I passed Lit!
I passed Littttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!
Yayy. ^^

She didn't come to school for days.
She got stuck at the door.
And she only can come out 1 inch per day.
Pathetic.

Didn't study the whole day.
Played Moo-da-rah (Murderer) & Heart attack.
I LOVE MOO-DA-RAH AND PALICE! <3 (inside joke)

& I just had MacDonald's. :D
I feel super full 'cos I finished everything.
The drink, fries, burger, everything.
Now I wanna sleep.
Bye.

Oh, Rutherford is yellow.
Eeeew.
Yellow is such a fugly colour.
Why isn't it pinkkkkkk?!
Why! Why! Tell me why! ):
Pink is like so much nicer lor.
Hmph, -flips hair-.

I said, I like his lips.

2007-10-18T18:14:00.000+08:00

"Hello, I missed you quite terribly."

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
You'll always be my thunder.

HUBBY'S COMING BACK IN A FEW DAYS TIMEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! :D
And and and guess whaaat??
I PASSED GEOG!
OMGXZXZX!
I PASSED GEOG!
EH! I PASSED GEOG LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I PASSED GEOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is like the first time I passed Geography.
Teehee, and like I'm so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :DDDDDDD !!

I passed Geog!
I passed Geog!
I passed Geog!
I passed Geog!!!!
-jumps around in circles-
Yay yay yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. ^^
Mdm Rozy will be so proud of me.
Lalalala.
Oh, and so will Mummy.
Heeehee, I passed Geog! :D

Hmm, so today school was okay la.
I sleep through Home Econs & Science Lesson.
Lolllll, nothing to do la.

Then then then..
DURING MATHS SUPER FUNNY I TELL YOU.
We were doing the Su-something something-, forgot what thing.
Then suddenly vooom wind blow.
Then...........
The paper flew and piak on Haziqah's face!!
Laugh 'til my stomach pain man.
Effing funny.
At first I didn't know what happened.
And I was wondering where Haziqah was. ('Cos paper cover her face ma, then I cannot see)
Then my friends started laughing.
THEN, I realised that the paper flew to Haziqah's face. (No wonder cannot find her la.) -.-

Then went to find ZiYun after school.
We started talking about ghost, then suddenly started talking about fart. -.-
Then somebody hor, felt like farting.
Then poooot, lalala~
Luckily no smell, lol. ;x

Lalalalala.
I passed Geog!
WEEEEEE. (:

I can't wait to see Hubby! <3
Oh, and I'm in Rutherford. :D
And please please please, let the colour be pink.

AND I PASSED GEOG!

Angels cry when stars collide.

2007-10-17T19:42:00.000+08:00

Baby baby, call me please.
I miss you so so so much
You promise me that you'll call me.
But I didn't get a single call from you.
I'm so fucking worried. :\

Omg, I can't believe I that sooo badly for EOY.
Say byebye to me, I'll be leaving TK.
For sure.
Mummy, I'm so so so sorrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy. ):
I failed Art! ):
Wtf, so unbelievable!
Fucking inexperienced teacher, pull my marks down.
I feel like cryinggggggggggg.

1. Not even a single call from Hubby & I'm worried.
2. Stupid results.
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

No mood to go to school today, totally no mood.
I was sleeping when the teacher got through the papers.
The teacher didn't even care. -.-
I miss hubby soooooooooooooooooooo much!

Then went out after school.
Went to Changi Airport.
Sorry sexy mamas, I didn't go today.
I guess you had more fun without me. :\

Sat on the Sky Train. xD
Eh, fun leh.
We went from Terminal 1 to Terminal 2 like 899345816183561 times.
We were on the Sky Train from 5 to 5.30.
But the Sky Train so slow!
I was expecting some kind of roller coaster ride.
Lolll.

Alalala.
Then decided to go home at around 6.
Took pictures. :D

The person in the middle is my bestfriend. :D

Bye, lazy to blog. :D

When chemicals react.

2007-10-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

I loveee hubby! <3
You take care of yourself alrightt.
I'll miss you like fuckkk.
Come back soon, I'll be waiting.
And, remember the promise you made to mee. :D

At around 11 plus today, hubby smsed me.
He said that he was at the airport already.
He'll be going oversea for a week.
'Cos he has a attend a funeral, I think.
I don't want him to goooo. ):

One week without hubby, like omgxzxzx.
But nvm nvm, after one week..
He'll be back!
And he'll spend time with meeeeeee, make up for the time he's not by my side.
Heehee.
Hubby, come back soon.
I'll be waitinggggggggggg. :D

I got caught for my skirt today. -.-
What. The. Eff.
Alalalalalalalala.

Got back some papers today.
My marks deproved!
Like reaaally, I'm so disappointed.
Whatever, blame myself for not studying.

I hate my HCL marks!
Like fuckk, I never expected this kind of marks.
It's really really bad, really.
I so wanna cry! D;

After school.
Went to Parkway with the lovables.
Teehee. ;D

Then Novia wanted to get some pork.
So we went to Bee Cheng Hiang.
The way Novia pronounce Bee Cheng Hiang is effing funny.
She got the pork which was 4.80/100g.
And she wanted to ask when's the taxi peak hour & also about the pork.
But she don't know how to speak chinese. -.-

Novia: Auntie, when is the taxi peak hour ar?
Auntie: 讲话语可以吗？（speak chinese can or not)
Novia: Err..
Me: Orh, 她问，那个taxi的peak hour是几点. (orh, she ask the taxi peak hour is what time)
JiaMin: What is peak hour in chinese ar?
Me: 高高点, LOL.
Me: 那个taxi的高高点是几点. (the taxi high high point is what time)
Auntie: -blur-

Auntie: 我看是六点后. (I think is 6 o'clock.)
Me: -Turns to Novia- I think is 6 o'clock after.
Angelyn: Why you directly translate to chinese one!
JiaMin: Eh, ya lor ya lor.

Then about the pork..
Novia: Err, Auntie. 给我100gee.
Me: AHAHAHA, GEEE! GRAM LA, GEE. -.-
Auntie: 100g 是一百克la.
-something something-

Me: Huh? Buy so little?
Novia: Walao eh! 100g already 4.80 leh.
Me: Aiya, you go buy the whole pig la, cheaper. -.-

And to the pork stealing part..xD
Me: -Takes one piece of pork-
Auntie: -Gives me the I-thought-you-muslim-why-come-eat-my-pork face-
Me: Eh, nice leh.
Auntie: -Looks at something somewhere else-
Me: -Takes another piece-
China guy: -Stares at me with the I-thought-you-muslim-why-you-eating-pork face-
Me: -Takes another piece-
Angelyn: LOL.
China guy: -Stare even harder-
Me: 我是一个会讲话语的马来人. :D (I'm a malay with knows how to speak chinese.)

Went home @ 6.30, I think.
Sent Angelyn home, and I walked home in the rain.
Alone.

Eh, it's raining Barney & Care Bears now.
Got thunder & lightningggggg!!!!!!!!!
Sh0x scarriieexzxzx.
Where's baby! ):

I wish you were a stranger I could disengage.

2007-10-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Hubby's leaving tmr!!!!!!!!!!
Howwwwwww. ):
1 week without him, omgxzxzxzx.
I so gonna miss him like omgwtf. ))))))))))))))))):
Remember the promise you made to me alright.

Lazy to blog!
Picturessssssss. :D

One.

Two.

I can't wait for tmr's performance!!
Piglet Sa Jiao Ji.
Teehee. xD

You're all that I've got.

2007-10-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

Today was great.
Went out with Luke, Aaron & ZiYun.
Walked around Bugis, nothing to buy one.
Then walked to Suntec.

Watched Mr Woodcock.
The movie damn boring.
I don't understand a thing that was going on.
Damn cheeeeem la.
And, the cinema super cold.
I was shivering. -.-

Then then then, went to ECP Lan.
Wait for the stupid computer for like 8324752389528572 hours.
'Till I fell asleep on Luke's shoulder.
Lolll.
Then suddenly some cheena people quarrel then almost fight.
But never fight. -.-
Walao, wake me up.

Then FINALLY, FINALLY got com. :D :D :D
Because the cheena people quarrel until don't know where~
Watched Luke & Aaron play Counter Strike.
I swear, I hate Counter Strike.
Damn stupid, I tell you.
Bang bang here, shoot shoot there.
Bomb bomb here, piang piang there.
Then Terrorists/Counter-Terrorists win. -.-
No lifeeeeeeeeeeee.

ZiYun went home first.
Then Aaron went home.
Eh! I know who Aaron like!
Heeheee. ;D

Spent some time with Luke at the playground.
Then he sent me home. :D

Oh, and he's still waiting for a cab now.
HAHA.

Byeee, I love today. <3

One last kiss.

2007-10-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

/edited
Everyone put your hands up and say,
"I don't wanna be in love."

Muahaahahahha.
I'm like super happy now can.
I went to parkway with WernChing but she had to go home after awhile.
Then ZiYun cameeeeeeeeee. :D :D :D
Went shopping!! <3
~~Anyone wanna join meeeeeeeeee?~~ I got people to accompany me alr. :D

To you,
I don't wanna know the truth.
Pleaseeeeeeeeee, tell me a lie.
'Cos I don't wanna know the truth.
I know what you're thinking, I'm thinking about the same thing too.
I feel the same way as you too.
But I know that you know that _____, _______ & ______ feels the same way too.
I'm already confused enough.
I'm having enough problems with those three already.
I don't want anymore problems alright.
I know you'll understand. :D

Anyway, check this out!!

Click to enlarge.
AhBer wor.
Heee. ;D

Link.

WHY ISN'T ANYONE ONLINE??
WHY EVERYONE ISN'T REPLYING ME??
BE IT ON MSN OR SMS!!!!!!!!
WHY! WHY! TELL ME WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
WHY EVERYONE IS LIKE FUCKING IGNORING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
SOMEBODY!
TELL ME WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. T.T

Where's your boy tonight.

2007-10-12T14:06:00.000+08:00

EH EH EH.
I CUTTED MY HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. :D

Mummy say I look like broom.
Daddy say I look like mop.

Cool.

I'll bring you to live in the pineapple under the sea.

2007-10-11T12:09:00.000+08:00

Wow, I can't believe I woke up so early.
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, I'M GOING CYCLING TODAYY!
Say Yay!
Yayyyy! :D

My plans
11/10 Thursday - Cycle with friends/Shopping with WernChing
12/10 Friday - Movie, shopping, neoprints with cousin
13/10 Saturday - someone date me out, I'm free
14/10 Sunday - someone date me out, I'm freeeeeeee
15/10 Monday - someone date me out, I'm freeeeeeeeee
16/10 Tuesday - Out with Iremire blends! :D
17/10 Wednesday - Out with Iremire blends! :D
18/10 Thursday - Shopping. :D
19/10 Friday - someone date me out, I'm freeeeeeeeeeeee
20/10 Saturday - Shopping. :D
21/10 Sunday - Shopping. :D
22/10 Monday - Shopping. :D
23/10 Tuesday - Shopping. :D
24/10 Wednesday - Freeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
25/10 Thursday - Parttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy with (fillintheblank)
26/10 Friday - Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
27/10 Saturday - Out with (insertnamehere)
28/10 Sunday - Go to the beach with (fillintheblanks) <3
29/10 Monday - Spring clean.
30/10 Tuesday - New bedroom set! :D

Reply to tags:

cwh: !!
Reply: Whaaaaaat, yes laogong?

ANON: i date you out on all your free days =D LOL
Reply: Okieee, you say one ar. Lets have some bonding time. :D

cwh: lkjflkjljflajsfjalksjfkmnvjhroigj
Reply: Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. :D

XINTIAN: sms mi..
XINTIAN: omg! i posted bout the beach n pis too! look! hahas on tmr?
Reply: Tmr on! I thought I smsed you alr? -.-

cwh: he heart break den go patch him up again. :D
Reply: His heart is not even broken in the first place. And his heart won't break la. :D

NOVIA=D: WOOTS! exams are OVER. OVER. IN BIG LETTERS. ROAR~~~~~~~
Reply: Haha, I know. Relaxx~ -.-

humaira: hey ho. so,, today u all got take neoprint??
Reply: Haha, nope. Eh, I tell you in msn.

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Hello, since WenHui wants me to blog about today.
I shall.

Met Solihin, WenHui, QianLin, HuiMin @ Bedok.
Then lalalala, super awkward la.
And I was damn quiet 'cos I didn't know anyone there except WenHui, and maybe Solihin.

Then HOR, somebody HOR.
Keep throwing the thingie at me LEH.
Still say what, "I throw the thing to call her..."
Knn~!
No mouth meh? Or don't know how to talkkk?

Since somebody dont know how to talk..
Step 1: Open your mouth.
Step 2: Say "ahhh" or try to make some noises, testing testing first~
Step 3: Say "Zhiyin..."
Step 4: Wait for a reply first then say what you wanna say.

See, see seee!!
So easy to talk, like that also don't know.
Tskkkk.

Anyway, WenHuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!
Is you ask me go one~
Not Joel, edit your post la babi. :D

Hmm, today was alright.
I guess.
Bye.

I keep picturing you with her.

2007-10-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

I think about it over and over again.
And I keep picturing you with her.
And it hurts so bad, yeah.
It’s all in my head,
I think about it over and over again.
I replay it over and over again.
And I can’t take it, yeah.
I can’t shake it.
I remember the day you left.
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me.
When you said that you wanted to leave.
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything.
But I see clearly now.
And this choice I made keeps playing in my head.
I can’t wait to see you.
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes.
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes.
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time.
Being mad about the same things.
Over and over again.

These are just lyrics, don't think too much.
Anyway, today was great. <3

Where were you when I needed you the most.

2007-10-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

/edited
Azkhairy isn't my boyfriend.
Not that we broke up or something.
He wasn't even my boyfriend in the first place. -.-
He's just a very very good friend of mine.
Believe it or not, your problem.

Eh knn~!
I'm block from my own blog.
Eh no, not only my blog.
I'm blocked from all the blogs. -.-
They say it has adult contents.
Whateverrrrrrrrrrr.

Literature suck.
Bye.

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know.
The cold and wind and rain don't know.
They only seem to come and go away.

Times are hard when things have got no meaning.
I've found a key upon the floor.
Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find.
Behind the door.

Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be.
If you're leaving will you take me with you.
I'm tired of talking on my phone.
There is one thing I can never give you.
My heart can never be your home.
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Replies to tags.

cwh : ZHIYIN, LALA
cwh : ROFL
cwh : LMAO
cwh : AHAHHAHA
cwh : who is ANON?
cwh : ZHIYIN. U ARE ANGRY AT ME? :D
Reply: I dont know who is anon. PEOPLE PUT ANON MEANS THEY DONT WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW WHO THEY ARE WHAT, STUPID. -.-
I sleeping thats why never reply you. :D

HaKiM : eh zhiyin...i dun lik lashyin la...itwas juz a name created..fake name uh? hah i dun lik anyone=) setlled
Reply: EH WALAO. Anyway, I knew it was a fake name.
Sounds so fake.
Like some bangala apu nehneh name. -.-

ANON : AHAHAHAHA. told you last time i teach you and rosabeth how to cycle you dont want =.=
Reply: LOL, SORRY LA. I prefer 4 wheels. :D

†▫Ξνєצй▪♀ : Hi, relink! :)
Reply: Relinked! :D

sitinurhajar : i dont knw how to cycle too ^^
Reply: Hi wifey. Like husband, like wife. <3

Anyway, I got woke up by a bird on my window.
Sibei irritating I tell you.
Tskkk, spoil my dream. >):

I bottled up all my feelings,
now I can't take it anymore.
I'm breaking down at this very moment.
And where were you when I needed you the most?
I smsed you, you asked me if I was alright.
I told you that everything was fine.
And you just said: "Okay, bye."
The thing is, do you really think that I'm alright?
Do you really think that everything is fine?

I'll be there for you.
These five words I swear to you.

My current fave.
It reminds me of somebody, and never feels to make me cry everytime I listen to it.
Oh, and that guy is so hot. <3

With my life to a close, I wish to be with you.

2007-10-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

I'm glad that everything's alright now.
Maybe I'm just way too sensitive.
Sorrrryyyy. :\
You just don't want too many people to know.
But did you ever cared about how I feel?
I understand, you just need time.

Thanks for giving in to me all the time, though sometimes I'm the one at fault.
You're so understanding.
You're always there for me when I needed someone.
Lending me your shoulder everytime I cry and telling me that everything's gonna be alright.
Cheering me up when I'm upset.
Tolerating all my nonsense.
Thanks for everything. :D
I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. <3
This thingie isn't meant for someone who you thought might be.
It's for someone that you never thought might be.

Geography was alright, I think. :\
I pray pray pray that I'll pass.
'Cos I've never passed my Geography before. :x
And I wanna make Mummy & Mdm Rozy proud of me! :D
Plus I've been mugging so hard for Geography,
I started my revision wayyyyy before the exams even started.
So, I pray that I will pass. :DD

Eh, the Geography paper gila babi laaaaaaaa.
Never say must do 4 questions only!
Chiiiicken pie, make me do all 5.
Waste my time, tsk.
Actually still got 30minutes to sleep one know.
Knn, I thought must do all.
Then I last minute go chiong.
And right, that last question is the one I got confident get correct one!
'Cos I went to memorise the whole chapter about volcanoes.
But that question not counteddddddddddddddd, only that first four questions that I do will be counted.
Eh, wtf la.

Chicken pie lor, the teacher never say is do four questions only what.
Plus front cover never write.
How I know.
Knn~!

Anyway.
After school went to the playground with the usuals.
Then.. then..
Wanna know something cool? (;
I forgot what happened.
Errr.. then..
Then it started to drizzle so we all went home. :D

I can't wait for the exams to be overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Then can go shopping, and hang out with the sexy mamas. <3
Oh, and go cycling! :D
Though I don't know how to cycle.
But I'll just make do with a four wheel bike. ^^
Or maybe, I'll just walk.

I wanna sleeeeep.
Night nightt.
Maybe not.

Oh, did I mention that I'm gonna have a new bedroom set?
Mummy paid for it already.
And, my room's gonna be pink!
The furnitures are all pink.
And I'm gonna paint the wall pink and white stripes. :D
Ain't that cool.
And the furnitures are coming this month.
I can't waittttttttttttttt.

EH WALAO.
HAKIM LIED.
LASHYIN, SIMI SAI LUH. -.-

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
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Pulling me back.

2007-10-07T12:52:00.000+08:00

Every time I try to leave something keeps pulling me back.
Telling me I need you in my life.
Every time I try to go, something keeps telling me that.
Everything gonna be all right.
Every time I try to leave something keeps pulling me back.
Telling me I need you in my life.
It was meant to be, you were meant for me.
So that means we gotta make it work.

Oh wtf,
I deleted you from my msn contacts & your number from my phone.
I hope this works. :\

Eh, I'm seriously PMS-ing like heellll.
I scream and make a big fuss out of everything.
Scolding people like there's no tomorrow over littlest things.
Quarreling with people over the stupidest things.
Complaining and whining about the smallest things ever.
And I've got serious mood swings.
Ask Aaron & WenHui, they got experience.
Lolll.

I just scolded one whole page of vulgarities just because some fucktard bowlcut guy went to edit my post in the forum.
And its none other than the OMG-WTF-CHEEBYE-MOTHERFUCKER-STUPID-GAY-BOWL-CUT WHO COUGH COUGH COUGH DURING EXAMS, Brian.

Angels do cry.

2007-10-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

We're not falling in love.
We're falling apart.
All this time is wasted pretending we're in love.
But that's alright cause you know.
I love being with you and seeing you cry .

Everything I do, I do it for you.
Everything I do, reminds me of you.
不是忘不了，而是不想把你忘掉.
:\

Hate that I love you so.

When to ECP to have a family gathering,
& also celebrate the October babies birthday.
Had dinner at some seafood restaurant.
Didn't really eat much though, 'cos I was allergic to seafood. :\
So while the others was enjoying their meal, I was eating coconut & smsing.
The prawn and crab stinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

K, then like eat awhile.
Everything was so damn peaceful.
Then...
"Piak!"

A lizard dropped on the table.
OMGWTF@!$@^%&^(&*_&
Then the lizard see so much food happy happy run here and there.
Me & my cuzzie was screaming away.
You don't know how much I hate lizards. >):
Omg, I swear I'll give that stupid restaurant a F grade for their cleanliness.
Then my daddy swept the lizard off the table then it dropped to the ground. -.-
But luckily run to the other table. >(:

After dinner went to the beach with my dearest.
Plyed with sand, took pictures & everything.
I SLIPPED AND FELL ON THE SAND.
Then backside sandy sandy oneee~
Then got some go inside my pants, 'cos my short loose loose.
Pffffs. >):

We were enjoying the sea breeze.
Starring up into the sky, gazing at the stars.
Then started to emo.
'Cos the beach has many memories of my granny.
Thought of the things we used to do when she was still around.

Saw a really bright star, so we assume that it was her.
I miss her alotttttttttttttttttttttttt.
She was such a nice lady, why did she have to go.
Everything happened so suddenly.
I regret not cherishing her when she's still around. :\
Then I started to cryyyyyy.

XinTian comfort me & all, so did Boyfriend.
But I still can't stop the tears rolling down my cheeks.
Though granny's gone, she'll always stay in my heart.
I love you granny. <3

My one and only dearest of the dearest. <3

Oh, so you think I fucking give a fuck about how you fucking care.
But no, I fucking don't.
Fuckwit.

Cupid's got me in a chokehold.

2007-10-05T15:11:00.000+08:00

/edited
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Science paper is confirm die.
I'm not surprised, 'cos I've not passed science before.
So anyway, stayed back for Geography after the paper.
The teacher attitude problem laaxzxz. -.-

After that went to playground with the usuals.
Played Uno, Murderer, Donkey & Stress. :D
Sweating like hell can, uber hot.
Then Zul went to pull Zamri's pants. >(:
THEN I SAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Omg, its... grey. xD

Zul pulled so hard 'till the button came off.
Lollllllllllllllll.
So Zam was sewing his pants.
The way he sew was super funny, like omg.
Sufi took a video. :D
Then Hakim help Zamri sew.
Its like Hakim is doing a blowjob.
LOL.
'Cos he was squatting in front of Zamri's uh huh.

Oh, O Wen's a spiderman!!
There was a spider on his shirtt. xD

Sufi: O Wen! Got spiderman at your shirt!!!!!
Me: Spider la, what spiderman. -.-
Sufi: AHAHAHAHA, I said spiderman. xD
Me: -.-
Sufi's obsessed with spiderman that she can even mistake a spider for spiderman? -.-

Then went to the mosque with the boys, waited for them at Mr Bean.
At like 2pm Zul came, & told us that the rest went home alr. -.-
Cheebye, make us wait for them. >):
Took 28 to Bedok with Zamri, Zul & Sufi.
Then then then I thought Zamri stop at Bedok interchange!!!!
Then I went to slap him. -.-
Sorrrryyy, I woke you up. ;x

Met Azkhairy @ Bedok MRT 'cos he had to give Zul something.
Then MRTed home with Azkhairy. :D

I - Idiotic
B - Boy
F - Friend
Right sufififififififififilalalalalala? ;D

Oh, I just had a heart to heart talk with (fillintheblank).
Tell (fillintheblank)about how I feel & everything.
And I'm glad that (fillintheblank) understands me & feels the same way as I do. <3

Sorry Dearie, I know I'm the worst girlfriend ever.
Whining and complaining about every little thing. :\
Sorry baby, I love you.

Forever baby, I'll remember you.

2007-10-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

/edited
Hellooxzx. ;D
Maths was #%$^$%*^(^&$%@!!
I so wanna kill the teacher.
I studied so effing hard for volume,
memorising all the formula & yada yada.
And only 1 pathetic volume question came out. -___________-
Then those chapters that I didn't learn.
23597298573486538 of them came out in the paper.
!$!%$^%$&$%*#%^.

After school waited for the sexy mamas,
then walked to the bus stop.
Then somehow, everyone went missing.
Only me and WenHui left. -.-
Saw Zamri, Ashiq, Hakim at the 16 bus stop, then went to the library together. :D

Boyfriend smsed me, & he was already reaching the playground.
Effing fast rightttt.
So Boyfriend waited for me at the bus stop.
Then walked to the playground.
Zul & Sufi came later.
Eh, they look like couple! xD
Reaalllyy, ask WenHui!

The boys swing swing,
while me & WenHui was on the bench talking.
Then Zamri asked us to go join them play.
He asked us to jump off the swing & use our skirts as parachutes. -______-

Then went to the library to "studyyyy".
Or rather, play.
Didn't study, at all.
Played murderer & Uno.
I was the murderer for 3 times in a row.
Hee. ;D

I went off early 'cos I had to go meet bestie. :D
~~BOYFRIEND DIDNT WANT TO SEND ME TO PP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >):~~
Nah, he's tired & hungry.
I understand. <3
Walked to the bus stop with WenHui, while Boyfriend & the rest went to the playground/swings.
Then lalalalalala.

Met WernChing @ Isetan.
And many many thingies happened.
Super funny like eff.
Go read her blog. :D

Stop crying your heart out-Oasis. ;D

Eh fuck laa,
Ipod - Lost.
Mouse - Spoil.
Msn Live messenger - Spoil.
Handphone - Gone mad.
-_______________________________________-

Bye loves. <3
私はボイーフランドが好きです！ :DDD

Candy coated sugar sex.

2007-10-03T15:56:00.000+08:00

Superstitions aren't meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
You're probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?
Is it over, over?
Are we fading?

To my dearest one & only Sarah Laopo darlinggg.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Iloveyou. <3

Hello ello llo lo.
Gues what song is in my minddddddddddddddd!
Umbrelalalalalalala - Rihananananana. ;D

Had Chinese and English paper.
Chinese was crap.
I spent too much time on the letter writing.
I took like 5 minutes just to write the address.
Then my mind went blankkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
But managed to scribble some rubbish.
So at least got write something, better than nothing. ;D

After the papers, went to study with Boyfriend <3, Zambra, Zul, Sufi, Ridhwan, Ashiq & Hakim.
Sexy mamas, yeah.
And dearest boyfriend was so effing sweet, ask WenHui. :D
Went to the swings first, hot like crazyyy.
The boys played and all.
Then someone started throwing sand at somebody, and the sand war started.
Me, WenHui, Sufi & Zul vs. Zamri, Ashiq, Hakim & Ridhwan.
While Boyfriend was happily swinging awaaaay ~
And I was screaming like mad, ask WenHui. ;D

Played awhile then went to the libraryyyyyyyyyy.
Study study study, mug mug mug.
But ended up playing Donkey.
All Boyfriend's fault!
Who ask him bring the cards. >):

Then we lalalalaed & WenHui told me a joke.
Which is not meant to be a joke.
And the joke is not even a joke.
And I still cannot get the joke which is not a joke.

Went to the swings @ 2.
Played and all.
Then went home.
Zamri & Ridhwan sent me home. :D
Tomorrow's Boyfriend's turn, he promised me.

My Boyfriend is the best Boyfriend that anyone could have.
He's all that a girl ever wants.
He's so effing sweet & everything.
And I'm blessed to have a Boyfriend like him.
Though he's not my real Boyfriend.
He's my "Boyfriend" & I'm his "Girlfriend".
And I love him. <3

VIEW , JOIN , SPREAD !
click here.

You'll always be the sun in my sky.

2007-10-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

Minus you, I'm better off.

This I like.

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
For the full lyrics click here.

School, I hate.
I'm so effing dead.
History kills.
I effing screwed up my paper, damn.

Anyway, went to study with 1st & 2nd boy friend. <3
Ashiq, Ridhwan and LaoGong went too! :DD
Studied then went to swing.
Weee, I love them!

I wanna eat and be a pig.
Bye.

Boom boom boom boom.
I want you in my room.
Let's spend the night together.
From now until forever.
Boom boom boom boom.
I wanna go boom boom.
Let's spend the night together.
Together in my room.

You aren't allowed to say that you're better.

2007-10-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

My love's like an arm chair
it's inclined to recline
and sweep you off of your feet.
My structure is perfect
there's no flaw in design
a decent buy for you
there's no rest for a luxury
there's no rest for me.

Hello Hello. :D
I had fun cloning people last night.
HAHA, ask Alison!
Oh, and "Jet" married Weilin.

Had English paper today.
I swear the paper was damn funny.
Don't know why though, I was controlling my laughter throughout the whole paper.
Then I drew tortoise on my paper.
Was bored luh.
I drew like 5724704976093756 of them.
The whole paper was full of tortoise.

Anyway, went to study with the sexy mamas & boy friend! :D
Boy friend Azkhairy is loveee.
I studied!
Omg, I studied!
Hee. :D

Then went to the swings, as usual.
Had a private talk with Nadzirah.
My sexy love. <3
Bitched, crapped & everything.
I love her.
We're the AMFs. :D
Anti MotherFuckers, right Nadz?
Heee.

Then when home with Ridhwan after that.
The rest said that we looked like a couple. -.-
Oh, and they saw that one in the bus.
-Rolls eyes-
I don't give a fuck. :D

I'll into your eye.
And tell you, how I really feel.
"Hell yeah, fuck you."

Wanna hear something cool?
Zul: I bet if I put (insertnamehere) just ten feet away from you , you'd melt I tell you .
Me: Yeah, 'cos volcano erupted. :D

AARON THE MUSHROOM FLAVOURED DOUGHNUT! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Haha, Byeee. <3

The bras.

2007-09-30T16:32:00.000+08:00

/edited
AHAHAHA , OMGXZXZX .
THE BRAA FAMILYYYYYYYYYYY . :D :D

grandparents
GRANDBRA - XIAOBRA (XiaoFeng)

parents
BRAMMY - BRARON (Aaron)
BRADDY - ZAMBRA (Zamri)

kids
BIGBRA - WENBRA (WenHui)
SMALLBRA - BRAYIN (ZhiYin)

BIG BRATHER - ASHBRA (Ashiq)
SMALL BRATHER - HABRA (Hakim)

OMGXZX , DAMN HILARIOUS .
I can't stop laughing. -.-
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Wanna see something cool?

There:

And,

I swear, cloning people in msn is sibei fun worxzxzxzx! :D

exams exams exams. ):

2007-09-30T12:53:00.000+08:00

EXAMS STARTS TML !
OMG DIE . T.T

If you call me today, I'll say that I'm fine.
But I bet you can tell from the tone of my voice,
that it's just a lie.

'Cos I've got you.

2007-09-29T17:34:00.000+08:00

They hate the fact the we both are bestfriends.
Nobody wanna see us together.
Nobody wants our friendship to last.
They hope, they pray.
Things between us don't get better.
Different people coming after you and me.
Telling us all those lies.
Just to break us up.
They love seeing us apart.

Though we can't be seen together.
But we both know that we'll be friends forever. <3

I don't love you like I did, yesterday.

2007-09-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

I could feel it from the start,
Couldn't stand to be apart.
Something 'bout you caught my eye,
Something moved me deep inside
Don't know what you did boy but you had it and I've been hooked ever since.
But you've changed.
You fucking chance taker, heartbreaker.
Now, you don't mean a thing to me anymore.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TEO ! :D

Booo.
I've a bad bad sorethroat.
Now I sound like a man. -.-
& It's all because of the bra snappers.
Trying to snap my bra yesterday, and made me scream like omgwtf.
Ask them how loud/high pitched I screamed. -.-

Yesterday went to the library with Zul, Sufi, Zamri, Ridhwan, Azkhairy, Ashiq, Shameer and Hakim to study.
I didn't really studied though.
'Cos I was in my own lala land, thinking of something. ;x

Played Dare or Double Dare.
Not fun oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeexzxxzxz.
'Cos like nobody's enthu.
All in study mood.
Then saw Sarah Laopo <3, Shannon & ZhiXian.
And as usual, Shannon was ZhiXian-ing me.
While I was Rachel-ing him. ;D

Left the library @ 4 something.
Went to the swingggggggggggggggggg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
Me & Sufi wanted to strip, but in the end I was the only one stripping.
Sufi too shy luh, 'cos Zamri & Hakim was there.
Zul went off after awhile, boo. ):

Hakim & Zamri were having fun fucking/humping each other.
While Azkhairy played on the swing like some small kid.
Then Shannon cameeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
Hee, RACHEL/NICOLE !

Eh, Shannon's butt super whackable !
很有弹性, LOL.
The rest I forgot. ;x

All of us went home @ 5.30.
Then started rainingggggggggggg, rawr. >):
Then stop, then rain again. -.-
Went to the bus stop with Sufi, Shannon, Zamri, Hakim & Azkhairy.
Called my maid to come fetch me with an umbrella, 'cos I hate getting wet. -.-
Then then then, my maid couldn't find the bus stop.
And by the time she came, the rain stopped already. -.------------

Anyway, I love this song. :D
Mirror Kissers - The Cribs.

Bye people. :D

I still less than one plus two you.

2007-09-26T21:57:00.001+08:00

Hello, I missed you terribly.

Helloooo, I just reopened my blog.
I see you jumping for joy. ;D
But I won't be blogging 'till like the end of EOY. :\
I need to study know.
Hee.

Anyway, went to the swing with Zul, Sufi, Azkhairy & Ridhwan.
Then went to Marine Parade Library to study, but ended up playing.
Lol.
Now I know their secrets! ;D
Went home around 6.
Azkhairy owes me pushpops!

Picturessss.

<333 SEXY MAMAS ! ;D

I'm sick, I think. :\
I'm having a running nose, fever, sore throat and headache.
I need to sleeeep, rawr.
Bye.